KatalyZ

2010-09-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

"It is He who created you from a single soul,
And made its mate of like nature
in order that you might dwell with her in LOVE...."(Al-Quran 7:189)

2010-08-03T21:31:00.002+08:00

HARVARD (read: HARVARD) 's Din and Tonics came to SCHOOL TODAYY!

I tell you.

IT WAS THE BEST AJ CIVICS EVER.

Hilarious antics, fantastic, i mean, marvellous, spine chilling singing,

that melts you to human goo.

and they were so funny!

imagine that, a singing acapella group that is HILARIOUS

with funny impressions and dances and speeches.

Im envious. Really really envious of these guys.

Handsome!!

Smart with a capital S.

and Talented.

Total package.

sigh.

DIN AND TONICS WHOOHOO!

2010-06-25T15:19:00.000+08:00

Today my sis and I went to ICA building to do our passports.
On the way there, in the MRT, a blind man came in with his white cane.
An Indian national who was a complete stranger to him came and
sat him down at the reserved seat.
After I while, I got the chance to sit next to him.
I was quite intrigued by him and was taking like side glances at him.
But I felt awful because even though he cant see me doing it
he might have felt it so I stopped.
He was listening to music! So cool.
Then city hall came, he was getting off at the same stop as me.
So me and my sis helped him out of the train by guiding his elbow.
Then we got out, I asked him
"where do you have to go?"
He opened his mouth and said "the next platform"
My heart skipped a beat.
It was like honey filling the air with song.
It was those kind of voice that isnt too deep and isnt too high.
It was astounding.
Then we brought him there and we then confused which station he wanted to go.
Then I was very happy i could talk to him again.
I looked straight at his eyes.
They were white slits.
Then i asked "which station do you have to go"
"tampines"
Waah, again, fullamak.
Then train came, and we sat him down at an empty reserved seat again.
My sis and I went to stand the centre pole and
were discussing how brilliant his voice was.
Then I suggested we should tell him and make his day.
But he was wearing his ear pieces and did not want to disturb him.
But I had to because of a personal experience
where a completely random woman came up to me and said
I was pretty (dont ask) and it made my day.
So like one min before Lavender doors opened,
I went to him.
I didnt realize he was talkin to someone using ear piece
and e mic
and just said "your voice is beautiful"
he didnt hear so I lightly touched his fingers holding the mic
then he took out his ear piece.
"Your voice is very nice"
This is the best part.
He was looking down and not at me
and he gave like a split second shocked reaction
and then SMILED like a child.
And then an innocent "thank you".
My god, it was a beautiful moment.
Then I remembered my manners and said "Have a nice day, bye"
and rushed out the closing MRT doors.
The doors closed shut and that was it, he was gone.
Thank you God for giving me this opportunity.
It was enriching.
:):)
Come to think of it, I do not even know what race/religion he was.
I think Malay.
Anyway, my sis and I Agree he would have been very good looking if he wasnt blind.
Ya Allah, thank you for my eyes and my health.
:)

2010-04-23T20:19:00.001+08:00

Another year, another birthday.
Thank you to all who wished me
and for all the presents and surprises.
You know who you are.
Much love.
:)

2010-02-17T23:42:00.002+08:00

You are one of the most perfect people I've seen in my life.
I wouldn't say "met" because we have never been introduced.
But its ok because some things are just not meant to be.
I want to be just like you.
Too much to ask for eh?
You amaze me and I mean that in the most non romantic,
non bimbotic, completely sane manner.

2010-02-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

thirty second thirteenth. thirty-second transcendence.

2009-12-16T18:50:00.002+08:00

I envy you.

2009-12-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

Mira Anna Niran n me
were having dinner
at Bugis after a tiring tiring day
finding dance costumes.
We sat down.
Diagonally opposite to me was a Indian lady
sitting in the next table.
She was like e high class stylish type.
Wearing a black v-neck dress.
I noticed she was looking at me with
this look in her eyes.
Got a bit freaked out.
Maybe she didnt like us pesky teenagers
making a racket of how our legs hurt like hell.
She and her friend got up to leave.
She then tapped on my shoulder and said
"You are a very pretty girl."
I just sat there with my mouth open.
Me.
With all my makeup melted away
and all tired out.
In a simple white tudong.
lol.
I dont think she even heard my "thank you".
It completely made my day.
Such nice people are rare to find in Singapore.
:):):)
(btw you know what my mom said when I told her:
"maybe the lighting not right. she never see properly")
But then all my euphoria just went out the window
after what happened next.
There was this
white boy and a north indian girl,
both about my age
in the table beside us now.
My god, PDA to the freaking max.
Damn irritating until to the point
I was thinking "Go get a room".
You guys act like animals in the middle
of a restaurant, of course, people will
stare right.
Thats exactly wat we were doing.
We were giving them awkward glances
and murderous looks.
Taboleh tahan sia.
There was this Chinese old man sitting
right in front of those snuggling "lovebirds"
and he quickly quickly
finished his food and ran off.
Poor soul.
Then this Mira.
I seriously do not know what to do with her.
I told them
"First letters of the 3 animals I'm going to say:
Penguin Dolphin Ape. To the max"
Niran and Anna nodded in agreement.
This Mira,
adding to the fact that she took 10 seconds
to figure out the first letters,
she told them SO LOUDLY that
the completely not shameless
people could hear beside me.
And she didn't know the meaning also.
GAH.
I didn't even dare look at the couple.
Both Anna and me were sitting with
our both hands at our forehead.
What a day. what a day.

2009-11-30T09:30:00.003+08:00

Ok these few days have been eventful, to say the least.

WEDNESDAY
Met up with my dear dear Sapta.
It was not full strength coz Nan had
to study and Ruf had dance.
So it was Vay, Sangee, Geetz, Sindhu and me.
We were supposed to
"do our hair and nails" << TO MY UTTER DISGUST
and watch movies.
As usual, Vay rented the most weirdest titles and
this time it was Carolina Moon.
O_o?
Samn rxn here.
So we abandoned the movies and
spent like about 4 hours on Vay's couch
just talking and talking and talking nonstop.
Just like old ladies about the good old
Cedarian days and the not-so-good present days.
About boys, studies, how we have changed,
2010, 2012 (*roll eyes*) and many other ahem private stuff.
It felt like home.
Felt like the past Sha has been reawakened.
Next time I see them will be Cedar Homecoming.
So bloody excited to see the new campus!

THURSDAY
Farewell dance practice.
Confirm in 1st song dance.
Yay!
Completed it and we look quite awesome actually.
2nd song choreo is hard but damn fun actually.
We are so gonna rock the stage if we practice really hard.
:):):)
I realized I would have given 6 performances
by the end of the year.
Arangam, SYF, AJ Dazzle, JJC, Farewell Assembly and AJTL Farewell.
Woah.
Good times.

FRIDAY
Hari Raya Haji.
Was in full blue.
Went to Habima house.
Met Shamsiah akka and Fabian!
Usually my height doesn't bother me
but I only come up to Fabi's elbow around there.
Gah....
n he said he is considered short and
his father is taller than him.
Going to Germany, not happening now.
Mehru, Malike came down also.
The highlight was when Habi pulled out
this orange box full of OLD OLD pictures
when I was like 3-4 years old.
All of us were ogling at our young selves
and how cute or ahem nerdyyyyyyy we were.
All the shorts were near our chest.
All the multi coloured shirts were tucked in those shorts.
Urgh urgh.
But really it was fantastic looking at those pictures.
Awesome memories.
Met my new born cousin, Yasmin.
She is sooo cute when she smiles.
Later when to Jurong.
Met my new born niece, Yasmin.
(Yes, 2 yasmins.)
She slept in my arms!!!!!
Aaah, so cute.

SATURDAY
This was an awesome day.
In madrasah, we had to help with the
Korban and the Korban feast.
Mega highlight of the day:
I sheared goat's legs.
YES!
They sacrificed the goats and gave the girls
just the goats legs.
We had to shear the overgrown fur and SKIN
using knifes
off the goats legs and just give them the bones.
My god, it was bloody and stinky and disgusting
at first.
All kinds of vomit sensations.
But we got used to it and it was
definitely an unique experience.
UNFORGETTABLE.
Just wished we had taken pictures.
But its ok. Next year!
We have become experts already.
Then we washed and cut and packed and cleaned
and all that as usual.
Damn tired.
But loved it all the same.

SUNDAY
When I think of this day, only this phrase comes to mind.
"Who says tudong clad women can't have fun??!!!"
East Coast Beach outing with Madrasah Girls.
About 30 of us headed to ECP
to just bond and celebrate the end of year.
Senior ustazahs were there too.
Ice breakers started off things when suddenly,
disaster struck.
It started raining like CATS AND DOGS.
It was like every second, it got heavier and heavier.
But of course, nothing stops us in the name of having fun.
We continued playing!
We went to a grassy patch near our shelter
in which half was mud.
The kind that if you press your foot in,
half of your foot will be buried kind.
n just played captains ball!
With our tudongs and shirts drenched in the pouring rain
and splashing mud,
we were having a ball of a time.
n my team won!!!
After that, all of us got down to the water
after the rain subsided.
I think from the outside,
it will look very out of the norm
to see about 20 women in tudong,
colourfully, in the water.
But we couldnt care less, and were taking
gazilllion photos in the water up until our necks.
Even the senior ustazahs joined in!!!!!!!
Then cycling.
I cant cycle to save my life, so Ris and I
took doubles and she rode.
With the wind ripping through,
I was "riding" behind like
as if I've been on a bike all my life.
Terrific day. Absolutely terrific.

So yes, that was my week.
N now that december has started.
Its gonna be exercise, dance, study, memorise
and nothing else.
THE MONTH OF CHANGE.

peace!

2009-11-20T21:42:00.002+08:00

I hope people realize they
do not have to be so paranoid
and insecure.
I am not interested in what I do not own.
I am here, just minding my own
business,
business that I do not have to be doing
if circumstances were different.
Please, no drama.
It is completely unnecessary.
Just walk a mile in our shoes.

2009-11-18T06:26:00.003+08:00

This post is not meant for any specific person.

As everyone who knows me knows,

I do not believe in the "love" that springs up

like mushrooms during rain storms under the

dreamlike age of 20.

It is not true.

I can feel the hormone-raging teenagers

looking at me like O_o through the computer.

That is the indisputable truth, deal with it.

You can counter me with some rare people

who met during their teenage years and

got married (dude, even my parents did)

but YOU, right there, reading, YOU were

not born in that era where I think, love

was more sacred and was not thrown around

like a volleyballs.

YOU are not that rare case so do not kid yourself.

It's not going to work.

I can hit you back with thousands of examples of

failed young love and

you know I will win.

As for myself, there is a a certain illusion

in my life that I treasure

to degrees unimaginable.

Just to clarify, I'm not a hypocrite,

what I believe in applies to me also.

Even after 20, I do not think

I will allow myself to embrace the notion

of true love because of

my other priorities.

If all goes well, I will be in NUS where

I will have no time on my hands,

not enough energy in my body

or adequate money in my pocket.

Why get myself into a mess when

I already have so much things to do?

Why have unwanted memories that

cannot be deleted off like junk emails?

There is always a right time for the right things.

This is NOT the right time.

Yes, I appreciate the sweetness and

curiosity of young love (I am also a girl) but

I know where ideality stops.

Call me a stone-hearted maniac, or say

"you will never understand it" or better still,

turn into prophets and predict

"you are SOOOO gonna fall head over heels with a guy in uni.........."

It's just going to go through one ear

and out the other because
I am going to come to your wedding one day and ask you

"so whatever happened to [enter name(s) here] ?"

And walk away with a smile.

Peace out.

2009-11-06T20:04:00.001+08:00

One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can’t utter.
–James Earl Jones

2009-10-21T19:19:00.002+08:00

நான் என்ற சொல் இனி வேண்டாம்
நீ என்பதே இனி நான்தான்
இனிமேலும் வரம் கேட்க தேவை இல்லை
இது போதும் வேறு எங்கும் சுவர்க்கம் இல்லை
உயிரே வா.....

நாடகம் முடிந்த பின்னாலும்
நடிபென்பது தொடர்வது என்ன?
ஓரங்க வேடம் இனி போதும் பெண்ணே
உயிர் போகும் மட்டும் உன் நினைவே கண்ணே
உயிரே வா..

From Kamal Hassan's pen and Ilaiyarajha's chords.
Hey Ram - Nee partha paarvai.

உன் சிரிப்பு ஒன்று போதுமே.
என் பிறப்பு துறந்து போகுதே

2009-10-08T18:23:00.003+08:00

here's to recommending everyone to watch these 3 movies.

EERAM.
NINAITHALE INIKKUM.
NADODIGAL.

and this english short film called SIGNS

definitely going to buy the dvds and keep em.

SIGNS

2009-10-06T07:50:00.001+08:00

Love is simple. It's people who make it complicated.

2009-09-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

It says it all.

2 years 3 months.

X-Men cartoon opening

2009-09-03T06:02:00.001+08:00

HELL YEAH. memories. memories. memories.

2009-08-10T13:58:00.000+08:00

"her boyfriend"

LMAO. LMAO. LMAO.

sry inside joke sial.

2009-08-02T12:40:00.002+08:00

Never have I been this jeolous and amazed simultaneously before.
You are an inspiration.
I hope you know that.

2009-07-27T22:36:00.002+08:00

I could actually feel my heart racing.

2009-07-20T23:43:00.002+08:00

over the years that have past

ive seen you wrinkle and age

but our memories will always last

right through to the last page

- Sha.

2009-06-28T21:21:00.002+08:00

R.I.P
Mr.
Michael
Jackson,
the
Legend.

2009-06-23T10:39:00.003+08:00

Everything I do,
I want to do it for you.
You will never know
but that is the way it is
and no matter how much I wish it
was different,
it woud never be.
So here is a toast for those
who admire from afar
and take pride in their
way of life.
For they are the truely sensible ones
who distinguish, decide and do.
My june 13th,
I know about the future,
it does not hold you,
but my past was always knitted with you
and I stay in between
in the present.

2009-06-19T19:21:00.002+08:00

Studying with Para and Suren.
Hilarious.
"Conzume...."
"The lizard move damn seductively..."
nonsense la.
Movie fest with Sapta.
Dostana freakin funny.
JOHN ABRAHAM.
4M Gathering at Vay's condo.
Swimming was awesome.
Pushin vay into the pool was more awesome.
Lunch with Shubz, Ayesha, Laksh and Prasad.
Enjoyed it extremely.
Bila bila indian food.

Wonderful week.
One of my last in AJ.

Peace out........

2009-06-14T11:16:00.012+08:00

நடுக்காட்டில் தனிமை வந்ததே

அழகிய ஆசை உணர்வு தந்ததே

உலகம் மாறுதே

உயிர் சுகம் தேடுதே

இளமையில் தொடாமல்

பூக்கள் மொட்டாக

ஏங்கும் தென்காடு நீ

புது வேர்கள் கை சேர்ந்து

பச்சை நீர்க்கொர்த்து

சூழும் ஏகாந்தம் நீ

கடல் காற்றில் இதயம் பட்டதே

அதில் உந்தன் பெயரை அழுத்தி சொல்லுதே
அலை மடி நீங்குதே

அதில் உன்னை ஏந்துதே

Beautiful song, Kaatrukulle, from Sarvam.

The video is awesome too.

Anything to do with nature, I LIKE.

Siragugal is cool too but it is definitely the video that makes it a hit.

Aarya in that black jippa. Sighh......

He must have fainted from heat stroke but it was so worth it.

Neethane is nice too but the video ruined it.

Aarya is extremely extremely good looking in this movie.

Stupid bitch trisha had the luck to act next to him.

Should have been Asin or somehow who can actually act.

look at the guy beside. that is the kind of reaction trisha brings.......

"ஐயோ! இவ பக்கத்துலே நிக்க வச்சுதான்களே. கப்பு வேற தாங்க முடியலே!"

AARYAAAA!!
peace out.

2009-06-12T22:03:00.003+08:00

I am outraged that Miley Cirus,
that wannabe idiot who can't
sing or act, won best song for
her disgusting song in her useless movie
in the MTV Movie Awards 2009
against the
MADRAS MOZART
ISAI PUYAL
ACADEMY AWARD WINNING
ARR's
Jai Ho.
Seriously, the world is coming down to nothing.
Hmph.
But it's ok.
Let small dogs gets their share if not
they would just whine even more.

Mualimah outing at East Coast was too damn fun.
Got soaking wet in tudong all.
Lots of pictures.
Had a great time.

TL board finally fin.
Looks beautiful.
Happy I was a part of the team.
Everything we do is of quality la.
Hahaha.

Peace out.

2009-06-07T21:40:00.005+08:00

I can't believe how highly you think of yourself.
Have you ever just once seen yourself in the mirror?
Don't think so because all of them would have cracked
when you were 50 feet away.
So looks do not matter but listen up, your
"personality" does not even equate to the dust on my feet.
I might be a bit harsh but I think you know
that you deserve it and that deep down
you are nothing but a poser trying to act.
Trying to act cool, confident, suave.
Wake up man.

And YOU.
I got to give it up to you man.
You are one of the few rare ones that can
actually make me dumbfounded at your stupidity.
I really doubt you got brain cells.
If you want a plaything, pick and choose from
the vast selection under my Yishun block.
Because obviously, you do not deserve someone with class.
So, rose with a rafflesia odour,
hope flies are fine with you because
those are what you are going to end up with.

And yes, you.
Trying to get the title "Most Insensitive Moron" is it?
Would be more than happy to throw it at your face.
It is a tad bit advanced to handle for you
but if you try maybe, just maybe, you
could have more than 2 female friends.
No matter how much you wish we were,
we are not males for you to lash out
your comments and expect not to have yourself
given the cold shoulder.

Peace out.

PS: Don't ask me who are the creatures I talked about.
It is not who you are thinking. But it just might be........

2009-06-07T10:37:00.003+08:00

omgomgomgomgomg!
omgomgomgomgomgogm!
LINKIN PARK IS COMING TO SINGAPORE.
*jumps around like a retard*
*screams like an hyena*
*hysterically laughs like a maniac*
*faints*
It would be my second time watching them LIVE.
The last time, I waited for 8 hours before gates opened.
Singfest 08, waited for 7.
Fort Minor was 7 too.
Even if I have to wait for 12 hours,
I don't give a shit,
I will bring my maths homework to do.
Mike is having his second art gallery up soon.
Chaz is putting out his solo record this year.
LP is doing the Transformers 2 SCORE and
one song in the OST
which rocks btw "New Divide".
And they have an active charity called "Music For Relief".
I really don't think any other band does as much
charity as they do.
Now tell me, is there any wonder why LP
just OWNS!!!

2009-05-31T23:00:00.006+08:00

"ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE!!!!"
That was it man.
That was it.
The first step to prove the quality of
the AJTL 09/10 batch.
JJC Vaanavil 2009 Challenge Trophy
is sitting on our display shelves now.
Thank you rappers for the memories.
Thank you AJTL for the support.
Thank you Prasad, Vay and Siva for being there.
Thank you JJC peeps for all the help.
You guys were great.
Good luck for Agni next year.
Let's strengthen our winning streaks even more.

AJ 25 Concert 2009 was an event too
extraordinary for words.
There is this intense feeling of pride
you get when you watch your
a performance and go
"Whoa. That is goooood".
The dance was insane and fantastic.
Even our principal is puzzled why we didnt get GWH.
I just wish I could turn back time and
and put Raj and Brindax in their
stunning constumes for our
actual SYF.
That Sunday was one that was full of
LAUGHS, awkwardness, tension, determination and
"darna darna darna eh". lol.
That powerpacked performance is proof that we deserved
much much more than what we got.
All the praise we got stands for the disappointment and
pain that we felt.
This is the exact reason why our AJTL symbol is
a fiery phoenix.
Let's charge on TL!

One thing that I learnt the hard way for
both SYF and JJ vaanavil was that
if you feel something is not appropriate,
irrelevant or just does not make sense,
voice it out with your members then and there.
Change it and make it right
ASAP even if it means going against
higher authorities.
Because that one thing might mean
the difference between a gold and a silver
or an impactful performance and a meagre one.
I'm going to stick to that lesson for good.

SYF.
Arangam.
AJ 25 Concert.
JJC Vaanavil.
Wow.
I think I'm done man.
Going to give way to others for PJC Aadiperukku
before some people complain
that I'm joining in all the competitions.
Being an exco member is really
changing my JC life.
I feel like I need to look out for others more
than I usually do
and keep a watchful eye on how I behave
but that is alright.
It's good for me.
I'm really trying to lower down my tension
and stress.
By the end of the year,
I would not need stabilizers anymore.
Bagagagaga.

Madrasah Camp was ok.
The only highlight was that they
called me as a judge for the kirat competition
together with the senior ustazahs.
"Siru kadagu aanaalum kaaram kuraiyaathu"
was the reply I got for my stunned face.
But I know how pressurizing it is for
the compeititors, sitting there with the Quran
to read God's words in
the most beautiful way because
I was there before.
I have progressed!
Anyway, I think, last year's camp
was more fun because Girls' Youth Wing
were the main facilitators and were
put in charge for different sections.
This year we had to stick to our
classes only with our juniors taking
care of the jobs.
It felt empty, I dunno why,
GYW's term only lasted for half a year
when we expected at least 2 years.
And the person I was looking
very much forward to see was no where to be seen.
Well, it's ok, I got to bond with my students
even though I still had to scream at them
from time to time.
I saw the love they have for their teachers
and I was really touched.

June hols are here.
Lots of catching up to do.
With academics and with people.
The more I carry on with life,
the more I'm starting to believe in a quote
I read on the net.

"Maybe its meant to be that you live
certain periods of time with certain people.
And then you just move on."

2009-05-23T07:07:00.005+08:00

Hot milo.
Burnt tongue.
Jumping around like a retard.
Ok done now.

QUOTES!

Jeston: "I going to peep at her."
Little Miss Supersonic ears Kothai : "HUH! WHAT! You are going to PIPETTE her?!!!!"
Perfect example of the mugger JC.....

Another one from Hidayah blog.
Jeston: Yeah and she told the teacher I was LATE.
Kothai: WHAT! she told your teacher you are GAY?!

Para: "Muslim food got no vegetables."
Me: *whispering to Laksmi* "Muslim food got no vegetable?? what the....?"
Raj: from other side of the room "Sha damn offended already! HAHAHA!"
Me: ??????

Thiviya: "Sha just gave me the equal dot equal look"
Me: ???
Thivya: =.=
Me: *Smacks head*

K Seok Peng and Hidayah had a whole drama at the chem lab.
Go read at her blog. Damn funny. What cracked me up was this.

Hidayah: "Is your hand injured? It's bleeding you know."
SK: "Really?! I thought it was red pen ink."
Looking at the whole thing at the 3 person point of view coz
my bench was right in front of hid's.
LMAO.

Wednesday's dance was funnyyyyyyyyyy.
So the seniors went to the hall to do their
finale dance which ROCKS to the freaking core.
Its like 3 minutes of a burst of energy.
Anyway, so naturally
when the cat is away, the mice come out to play.
We practice our SYF dance repeatedly
and were taking a break.
So we somehow broke up into mini groups and started dancing.
Usha and kiru started their st margs dances.
Thivya and Mira started their mazhaithuli dance.
Niran, me, laksh and anna started kutturaaning.
Dancing dappankuttu is really enjoyable.
I dunno why, its a bit like rock.
Where you just let go and become wild.
Me and Thivya are the Aathichudi kuttu dancers.
Niran suggested to dance to "singa onru purappattathu".
LOL.
And my attempt to teach Anna and Laksh dappankuttu moves
was a complete failture.
EPIC FAIL.

Yesterday dance was good.
Niran and Anna were trying to scare me by poking
their eyes and doing some shit thing with their contacts.
Eeeeewwww disgusting.
Then somehow my left eye contact slipped
and I was freaking out coz if it slipped
and came out I have to search for that
tiny thing in the wholeeeeee room!!!!!
Yes, I was bursting a vein like that
then Anna slapped me!!!!!!
I just stared at her in shock for like 2 secs.
"Just calm down! That thing is still perfectly in your eye!!!"
Mental note 1: Never underestimate people miraculously shorter than you.
Mental note 2: Especially Anna.

Niran and I went back home together.
"What's the difference between cheese bun and cheese stick bun?"
Boooss.
And I realized a thing that is repetitive throughout my life.
I can never remember when is the first time I've talked to pple.
I asked Niran if she remembers the first time talking to me.
She replied
"All I remember is that it rained and there was puddles everywhere and
we were walking barefooted to the hall (coz of dance) and
I said "enna kodumai sir ithu?" to you..."
lol!!!!

It is true you know.

Sangee.... St Gabs 06. Thats it. The first time. I think. LMAOOOOOOO.

Vay.... orientation sec 1. we were doing some shit stage performance togthr.
Remember the song " we are we are we are the ones who build community..."
I swear, people make sec 1s do the weirdest stuff to quench their evil desires.
It started off weird vay and it still continues. hahahaha.

Geetha......she was the one sitting behind me in sec 1. So I thought lets b friendly and introed myself.

Ruf, Nan and Sindhu no idea but I think shld be some TL thing.

FRISH, I have no idea too. Riswana, I think I introed myself. The rest, hamz, irf, farhan I have no clue.

AJ Mates, I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA.
Usha, she was my mg mate so I rmbr that.
Kothai, was my personal dance coach, I rmbr that.
She had long hair then.
Para, rolled her eyes at me and said "It's ok I'm breaking up with Niran."
and I thought she was a complete bitch.
The rest of them, I can't remember at all.
And its just been about 3 months.
Hehe. Long way to go with lots of things to do people!!!

Will be missing 2 weeks of madrasah coz of performances.
Damn sad.
Feel like it is never going to be the same anymore.
Not ony because of these 2 weeks but because of academics
I foresee myself having difficulties to cope.

Hey mister, hope you are well physically and mentally.
I miss watching you smile.

K my tongue finally stopped burning.
Off to work.
Piyees avuttu.

2009-05-18T22:34:00.003+08:00

I usualy dont do this but out of obligation....here goes....

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: vay darling
3. Last text message: brindax asked if i took her pencil...damn random... but it was vay.
4. Last song you listened to: nutting but stringz
5. Last time you cried: it was out of happiness. i think 3 days ago.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no.
7. Been cheated on: no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: no.
10. Been depressed: no la. no. im the happiest gal in the whole wide world la.
11. Been drunk and threw up: will never happen.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. black
14. black....ok maybe silver....on black.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: YES of course. Love them.
16. Fallen out of love: i haven't fell in love yet to do tt. lol.
17. Laughed until you cried: OH YES.
18. Met someone who changed you: yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: i dont need 09 for tt. shoutout to my sapta and frish.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes annoying piece of dumb shit.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: errr no.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all my frens r those I meet.
?23. How many kids do you want to have: give birth *shudder shudder* to one and adopt another.
24. Do you have any pets: no. for what have extra headache?
.25. Do you want to change your name: Shabana = Belonging to the Night. Now tell me why would I want to change such a beautiful name?
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Surprise from Cedarian mates at Arangam, Oh Lord, how can I forget the chocolate cake on my face. Surprise from AJ mates. My bday was AWESOMENESS.
27. What time did you wake up today: 3am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: robbing my neighbour. SLEEPING LA. then what!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Right now to fin my tamil lit hmwk...which im supposed to be doing..... but for life, to be truely happy.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 10 min ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: how do I put this in a diplomatic way.....hmmm... i wish my family wouldnt be so complicated....
32. What are you listening to right now: nuttin but stringz.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope. why so random?!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing. but smtg will just pop up soon knowing me.
35. Most visited webpage: www.linkinpark.com is tt even a ques...
36. Whats your real name: muniyamma karutthayi. go read above la.
37. Nicknames: sha. katalyz. shahfire. charcoal. :):) hahahahha.
38. Relationship Status: Single and loving it.
39. Zodiac sign: The bull but dont expect any shit from me. I'm straight at your face.
40. Male or female?: XX chromosomes.
41. Elementary?: Peiying Pri.
42. Middle School?: CEDAR GIRLS' SECONDARY SCHOOL. bilabila. 4 years of heaven.
43. High school/college?: AJJJJJJJJJ
44. Hair colour: black. yeahhhh. my fav colour.
45. Long or short: short.
46. Height: 152
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: HAHAHAH.
48: What do you like about yourself?: this is the only good ques so far. my frankness and tact. IRONY. but its true.
49. Piercings: Ears. i'm going to pierce my nose for the 3rd time by this year. SIGHHHH.
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty: Right.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: when I was 4 months old.
53. First piercing: Ears
54. First best friend: er... in pri sch..
55. First sport you joined: Swimming
56. First vacation: india.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nothing.
60. Drinking: Nothing.
61. I'm about to: Fin this and do my work
.62. Listening to: Nuttin but stringz. omg ive said this 3 times.
63. Waiting on: Nothing.

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: yeah.
65. Get Married?: of course
66. Career?: biologist.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: both have benefits.....
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: If I have to absolutely choose..stomach. just for me to see. haha.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive no doubt.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: errrr.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: will never.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: not irresponsible like sangee.
79. Sex on first date: No.
80. Broken someone's heart: im not tt cruel.
82. Been arrested: yeah for eating chocolate.stupid ques.
83. Turned someone down: no.
84. Cried when someone died: no i just sat there with a huge smile on my face. WTH la.
85. Fallen for a friend?: a bit la.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: at certain times.
87. Miracles: No.
88. Love at first sight: Absolutely not.
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: *head hits keyboard*
91. Kiss on the first date: no.
92. Angels: Yes

.ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Like sangee said, after Os.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Haha. Lots of them. Cant choose. VS day. puyal day. Mr. Omer house day.The days I spent in TLDDS with my Sapta.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes.

actually was quite fun.
Oh yeah,
AJ GOT IN FOR ALL 3 CATEGORIES FOR JJ VANAVIL 09.
Challenge trophy, here we come.

2009-05-17T10:12:00.003+08:00

Special Olympics SL project is
turnning out to be awesome.
It is like a track and field meet for
the intellectually disable students of Singapore.
On the prelims ystd, I just sat there
in complete fascintion at the incredible
talent of these intellectually disable people.
Man, they look extremely normal just like you and I.
You can't tell that they have such an disability.
Some of them are very very very good looking too.
And they are fast like LIGHTNING on the track.
One guy fin one round in one min.
and another guy for long jump did 5 m 22 cm.
The whole day, I had to literally close my jaw at how
good they were at their own individual sports.
God is great. Truely.
He did not give them normal mental abilities but
gave them extra, sorry, A WHOLE LOT MORE
beauty and athletic talents than anyone
with normal mental capabilities.
Mashallah.
I can't wait for the finals in NUS.
Being around such motivated people makes me feel inspired
to achieve whatever I want.

On Friday,
I learnt some surprising things
about certain people.
And they amuse me because of their stupidity.
How can you possibly believe in something
so bleak in this point of time.
Sigh.
If I say something, people will say
that I don't know how to appreciate
this kind of things.
Excuse me, dont try to kid yourself.
See who you are talking to.
You really think they way I act is out of rationality?
I do appreciate certain things.
But your business has nothing to do with me.
I'm just a spectator watching and waiting.
Times like these, I wish Vay was with me.

Anyway, dance was awesomeness as usual.
Banu and Malene talked to the exco about
our responsibities as great power does come with
great responsibility.
Malene had a talk with Tharshini and me.
Secretaries!!!!!!! << that was in the AJTL tune for those who know. lol.
Then I talked to Suren about my interview
and that was the highlight of my day.
I lost my desired post by a whisker.
But that's alright.
Thalaivar solla mathiri,
கிடைக்கிறது கிடைக்காமல் போகாது
கிடைக்காமல் இருக்கிறது கிடைக்காது.
Malene "Secretaries are the backbone for the vp and p, for the whole cca."
Fooo whoo.
Eh nammalaa muthugu paartukko.
Hahaha.
Big thanks to Niran and her relationship
with chairmans of Singapore.
We are eternally grateful. :)

Mira, Brin, Niran and I went to
NYP for lunch before dance.
"Un samayal araiyil naan uppa sakkaraya"
"Samayakkaari"
LMAOOO.
Saw some unwanted face there when queuing up.
Engeyo oru ITE le padikkiraan endru ninaithaen.
Paravayille, NYP.
Irunthalum sakkadaiyai maligaiyil potta mathiri ninaichukkiraen.
ANYWAY,
it started raining cats and dogs when we were leaving.
I swear, when I become rich,
I'm going to build a shelter from YCK all the
way to AJ foyer.
The 4 of us, togthr with Thivya were
soaked to the skin when we reached school.
Of cos, my hair became like emo hair,
the way I like it,
in school. And everyone was like
"You look nice. You should straighten your hair."
And raj said he will pon camp to style my hair on Agni.
hahahahahha. Parkalaam.

Dance was awesomeness as usual.
It is the only time in school that I enjoy.
Oh oh oh AJTL photo in the concert brochure is
going to turn out baaaadddd.
We were all sweating like pigs and
for impromptu, we were all just doing
same lame poses.
When the photographer said 1...2...3..,
the guys just put all their arummamaadhu weight
on us and pushed the girls literally
2-3 steps in front.
All booos already.
But damn fun. Inimae photographic society
TL-le photove adukkamaataange endra
alavukku vanthurcchu.
Reminds me when my classmate said "Eh J2 indian guys are damn hot la!"
Yeaaahhh right, try being with them.
I know what is theermaana adavu
and I can do it!
Seeing ismail do it is damn funny.
lmaoooo.

Dinner with J1SSSSSS!
FREAKIN HILARIOUS.
In the bus, all of us were talking in
an Yindian accent.
Really cmi accent.
Vheer you guys vaaant to eat yaar?
Macdooonalds ok yaar?
No yaar. Food caaarttt is betterr yaar.
You vaant some vaaterrr.
All the way.
Im sure we posted as a public nuisance.
And all hail, unglaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmm pics.
Seriously, all of us,
Anna, Brind, Para, Niran, Usha, Mirax and me
were laughing like mad cows.
I didn't even dare look at the people
around us. Too paiseh.

Fridays are one of my worst school days.
But it always turns out to be great
after school because of dancing in TL.
The seniors' koothu, the refining, the
way we do much better when we have an audience,
Banu shouting at us to be serious..... all that.
Going to be over soon, but let's not think of that
now shall we?
AJ Concert, here we comeeeeeeeeeeee.
And this time, I'm talking a million photos.
So sad that on Arangam we didn't take any pics.
I'm not going to do the same mistake.
After all, memories are preserved with pics,
unglam or not.

2009-05-14T16:06:00.003+08:00

You are reading the blog of

AJTL 2009/2010 Batch's

Secretary.

Yes, got into the Exco.

A bit disappointed for not getting the post I wanted.

But mostly satisfied.

AJTL is not gonna know what's coming.

2009-05-10T08:58:00.002+08:00

Dance was awesomeness.
Can't really get the steps but
prac makes perfect.
D.Rajah came back to see us!!
Great seeing her again.
Took a sweeeettt pic with her.
First it was just me and dharsh.
then raj was loitering smwhr near us
so ok he joined in the pic.
Then kenga out of nowhere
"so now will take pic without me all....."
ok fine, she came into the pic.
then malene "i also want to take!!!!"
ok, she also joined the pic.
All these while anna was waiting thr wiht
my phone.
Keetha almost came in but anna snapped
b4 she chld.
But the pic is awesomeness.
Nonsense raj act tao only. Nvr smile.
will upload later.

Exco interview on tues.
Stressed.
I dunno if I can handle it but
I think i have the potential to be in one of
the leading roles becoz I have the passion.
We will c how it goes.
Anytg is fine.

Dinner with J1s.
For the first time.
Usually, it will be with the J2s.
One big TL kootam togth.
J1s have started out small but soon
we will have bigger lunches and dinners
No worries.
Quite a different gang of pple went for it.
Usha, Para, Anna, Niran and me.
But it was damnnnnnn fun.
Somehow when i tell smtg,
pple just have the tendency to do the opposite.
Thr was this bug on Niran's shirt.
I told her "Don't panic. Don't panic. Don't panic"
3 times!!
But what did she do?
Yes, panic and shriek at the top of her voice
in J8 kfc.
-_-'
One thing I learnt abt anna,
Anna= the dropping queen.
Her ice ended up in Niran's shoes.
Damn funny.
Para's stoooopid faces when taking pics.
Maadus la all of them.

Sigh. Life is one big rollercoaster.
The table whr the 5 of us sat in e j8kfc
was the same one when me, sindhu, sangee n vay
sat during one of our crazy lunches.
Can't rmbr which one.
Sangee joined us halfway.
It made me think, how different life is
going to be in the future.
Like with my Uni frens.
Right now, I'm going to cherish
wat I have.

Mysatswereabtu.edaywhrallmyworriesrdrainedwith
justu.2noettuwrupnrunningkeptmegoing.hurtsitsntgoing2blkttanymr.
howamigoingtogowithoutthiscomfort?God,keephimsafenhappy.ttsalliask.

2009-05-07T18:27:00.002+08:00

This incident happened a few days ago.

Damn funny. I copy paste from my sister's blog.

She is in NYP opposite AJ. Ok read now.

my darlin sista SHABANA HASSAN.
decided tt todae was a perfect day
to accidentally take my charger to sch.
instead of hers. -_-
morning ah. make me tension.
n she can stil protest.
"akka. bt e one i took can fit into my laptop noe!?!?"
u tell me. hw e fk tt can happen.
mine is fujitsu n hers is compaq. -_-
of cos give her sum scoldin. n thn im like
dun care whther u can make it or not.
11 o clk u cum to my sch n give me my charger.
n shes like. "my sch gt rule cnt go out.
i meet u at e gate." waaah. nvm. relaxx..
thn i ask her hw long her brk. we both haf brks at 11.
n shes like 11 to 11 15!!!!!
MY GOD. WD KINDA BRK IS TT?
WTF DO U EAT IN SUCH A SHORT TYM?
thn nvm. she msg sayin "dun go to e back gate. cum to e frnt
where the sign says ANDERSON JC
i dun bother i juz walk opp my sch cos e sign there says in huge werds
AJC. n i cal lher. n shes like aiyo tts e bac gate. il b thr
ok n i stand thr n observe.
mcm graveyard siol! not a single soul in sight
juz sum apek sweepin up leaves.
n thn shah calls n goes
AKKA. I THINK THE BACK GATE IS CLOSED U NOE!!!
THN HOW AH?!? -_-
u realise even e smartest ppl can b seriously dumbo jumbo.
n i was like. "eh idiot. isnt e gate like all sch gates.
with HUGE OBLONG HOLES?
its not like ur passin me e entire desktop kan? just a charger!!"
reply "oh. OHH. OKOK. CUMIN. CAN U SEE ME?!?! CAN U SEE ME!??!"
waaah i tell u. in all e heat n me carryin my barang2.
my sister can make me go totally nuts la!
of cos i can see her cos no other soul in sight. except the random apek.
n thn she cums walkin fast with folded sleeves
lady magamma jack la. whahhaha.
[translation : like gangster"]
n im like. grabbin my charger
n goin CAN U SEE FUJITSU HERE??!?!?!
n shes like "thn whrs e charger with e end like a thumbdrive!?!?"
n im like WHHHHHAAAT??
WHR GT CHARGER WITH E END LIKE THUMBDRIVE.
KAN THIS ONE FOR LAPTOP??! NOT HP!!!!
WALAU... n thn shes like.
"OKOK next tym must label ok? u label urs n il label mine." -_-
whahahhahahahahha
my sis ah. tho i was miffed. ok la.
shes terribly funny at tyms. n u gt no choice.
bt laff at it all at e end of e dae.
n thn nw shes home n shes like
"whn u called me i was enterin e lecture hall u noe!
u noe how tension or not!??! "whahhahahahahaha

LMAOOOOO.

But u know i damn tension alr,

just going to chem lect, i get this bomb on my head

from my sister.

Nevertheless.... I'm such a blur sotong in the morns,

I dunno what im grabbin and stuffing into my bag.

So ya, sharing with y'all the life of Sha.

2009-05-07T17:54:00.003+08:00

Public performance dance pracs have started.
A sense of familiarity.
:)
Ok, in the middle of the dance,
where as usual, the dance leaders
were sorting out positions and all,
(I'm doing the guy steps btw!!!! Awesomeness!),
I just did this ultra lame "dance step"
like you know you swing your right arm
in front and move back simultaneously.
I dunno why i did it!!
It just came out in heat
of the moment.
My thalai vithi, ismail and pradeep had
to c me at that point of time.
Aiyo, damn paiseh.
For the next few hours,
I heard this.
"Sha!"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!"
Them mocking my dance step.
Nonsense. Pannigala.
Anyway, new steps are beautiful
but hard for a non-barathanaatiyam dancer like me.
But if you gotta do it means you gotta do it.

JJ vanavil auditions CDs have been sent in.
Whooootsss.
J1s worked our ass off for this man.
Shortfilm, rap and comedy (mark=preeetttyyyy! LMAO.)
We better get in.
Yes, Niran, we better get in.
Chairman!!!!
lol. Inside joke.
I realized I haven't blogged about
my new found friends like
Niranjana, Brinda, Parax, Mira, Laksh,
Thiv, Dhanya, Kothai (itha THANDI!!! rofl),
Priya.... my class 3109!!!!!
Soon la soon.

Today Jun Hao just sleeping in civics lect.
I had the bad fate to sit beside him.
I turn to his side and first he is ok u know.
The next moment his head is somewhere near my shoulder!
It happened about 3 times!!
Julia behind laughing her head off.
Bamboo la you Jun Hao.
Sleep in every lecture.
And before chem tut, Diane was massaging
Hidayah's back and it was hilarious!!
Hid was giving these ahem, aaaahhhh, ooooohhh
sounds, you know what i mean!
LOL.
Jeston = No scared!!!
LOLOLOL.
I love my class la.
We are crazzzzzyyyyy.
One big animal zoo where QJ is our zookeeper.
Friends make life so much easier to tolerate.

2009-05-01T08:36:00.002+08:00

It is going to be a long post.

AJ Sports Carnival was embarassing.

Aiyo, I don't even want to talk about it.

Should have just joined netball.

Anyway, Mr Ang was awesome!!!!!!!!!

He ran like lightning like ZOOM!

He was gone.

Dorcas too.

Omg, amazing la all these people.

After that, rush like mad to VJ with Cow,

Dharshni and Nasima.

Yay, new friends!!

They think I'm a drama mama.

Yes, just wait my ladies, for my tension side.

HAhahaha.

VJ nite was good.

WHOO HOO GEETHA AND JAAN!!!!!!!!!

Awesomenesssssssssssssssss!!!

Screamed for them until my throat died.

Suddenly, at one point of time, I went high

and screamed CEDARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Watching that two dance really transported me

to my Golden Years in Cedar.

Nostalgic matters. Emotional.

Met Iman after soooooooooo long.

I miss her so so so so so much.

Nobody can have such emo and gay

conversations like us. Nobody.

The ride home with Anna and Thiviyah.

So tired and the bus took AGES.

Thank god, I'm not in VJ.

And yessssssssssssss, Laksh, you r my babe la!

Working with Flow is a whole new experience.

(For the CMIs out there : Flo = The Killabeez dancer and rapper.)

Very helpful and approachable.

No arrogance. Talented. And was

willing to help us despite his busy schedule.

We actually made progress.

In Laksh's words "EXcellent!"

One of the best memories made in AJ.

For my friends:

Life has flipped 360 now.

In the process, I may have changed

without even knowing that I did.

My passions have shifted from Cedar and

probably my madrasah to AJ

because that is my central valve

my life revolves around now.

But everything else stays the same.

My love for all of you, Sapta, Frish, Cedar,

alike is impossible to be wavered.

It is because of you guys that

I can still be grounded, humbled, stable and sane.

I will work on my flaws.

After all,

when I say my life rocks,

it is because it is the people in it that do.

I love you.

You know how much I mean it.

And to a particular AJCian:

I dislike the way you behave.

Don't try to put on a facade.

I can be every bit religious as you can be.

Don't judge me for what I do and

what I have.

My true friends know who

the real Sha is.

I don't need you to define me

and make me feel "guilty".

It amuses me.

2009-04-24T00:20:00.002+08:00

Arangam was awesome.
We didnt win the championship title
but i think we did a damn damn good job.
Esp e improv round.
Just thinking where we were to winning
best improv, hahahahaha.
One of the best parts of tt day
was my birthday cake surprise.
Honestly very touched by my cedarian mates and sapta.
No words to express.
The lorry ride, the chicken rice,
the pictures, the NJ gal in AJ,
the makeup, the DRAMA, the memories made.
Cherishing it man.
Birthday was great.
Seniors sang for me.
Class sang for me. (They better! I got them biscuits!)
J1s, aiyo, damn sweet.
Surprised me again with donuts.
:):):):)
Mira got her revenge. hahaha.
I was just thinking last birthday,
I was mugging for my midyrs in Cedar.
This year im in a whole new world in AJ
where life kinda sucks with academics clawing at your throat.
But as usual I keep my sanity with CCA.

Just wish I could open up more.
Be less tension.
Be a whole lot calmer.
Try not to make a fool out of myself.
Know people better.
Be accepted.

When they said JC life is a test, they meant it in all angles.
Seriously.

2009-03-22T22:30:00.005+08:00

Slumdog Millionaire took my breath away.

It deserves all the nominations and awards that it bagged.

Hats off to the cast and crew

for such a gem of a movie.

This movie pulled at my heartstrings and

if you did not feel anything even for a second

while you watched this masterpiece,

conclude that you are not human.

Allah Rekha Rahman. Need I say anything more?

The real reason of Slumdog's success.

God bless. God bless. God bless.

They were GREAT.

The acting, the emotions. No words man. No words.

Thank you God for opening

my eyes to the raw cruel truth of the world.

May all the children struggling through every single day

because of heartless animals under the

mask of a human face

find happiness somehow from the mercy of You.

Don't punish them because of the wrongdoings of

others.

Please.

2009-03-20T18:55:00.003+08:00

Ok I wanted a whole new post for this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CHESTER BENNINGTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He whose voice and lyrics have inspired

me to just push on even through the

darkest days.

God bless.

2009-03-20T17:15:00.004+08:00

Today dance was good

coz we finally coordinated some

movements that have been bugging me.

Only about 5 pracs left.

The tension is in the air and

I feel it chilling my bone and

on my dance ICs' stressed out faces.

Sigh. Inshallah GWH.

Started out the day with my locker failing me again.

I swear it hates me.

Sweet Kenga offered to help and it OPENED.

I was standing there with my mouth open.

Becoz she needed only one try.

Argh.

Anyway, we had a interview with Mediacorp

about Arangam

who first went to ACJC instead of AJC.

Tupids. HAha.

While they made their way

down to my college,

the tech crew and cast together with Mr. Ganesan

were talking about how AJ was supposed

to get into the finals of Sorchilambam.

And I'm not telling this becoz it is my college but

it was plain that it was a clear cut AJ win.

Never mind. Let bygones be bygones.

Let the whole of Singapore know how biased and downright

stupid judges can be.

Everyone's telling us that we were supposed

to get in so that's a victory for us.

Before that, we were sitting in the TL room

imitating each other of how we will answer the

interview questions becoz each of us

have a unique quality like

Ismail with his hands, Raj with his look,

Para and her *rolls eyes*,

Keetha's "Basically, actually, finally..."

LMAO.

Ippadi sirrichu romba naal aachu.

So the Mediacorp people came down finally

with their camera and lights

and shot scene 4.

Dammmmmmmmnnnnnnn funny.

Keetha, Malini, Ismail and Raj all forgot lines.

"So inimael...*pause*....... Ava manasaara romba nalavae Shalini"

ROTFL LMAO!!!!!

Siricchi Siricchi sethuppoiten.

Then we did AJ cheer in front of camera.

So fun!!!!!!!!!

Aiyo en moonji yeppadi varappoothoo.

We were all sweating like pigs after dance.

Then after that, J2s talking about the

ahem ahem AJ tradition.

This year J1s are lucky.

Don't think they are going to go thru that "tradition".

Coz they are too nerdy.

Hhaha.

So if there is one thing that I have to thank Mediacorp

this year, is for interviewing us today

coz it was hilarious "preparing" for it.

OH OH OH!

We watched AJ's 2007 SYF dance.

OMGGGG!

The whole time only one word

was coming out of my mouth,

"wow." 2 secs later... "wow." 3 secs later .."wow."

It was awesomeness to the max seriously.

I'm hoping and hoping with all my heart

that someday a junior in TL would

be as awed as I was at my SYF dance.

That would be the ultimate.

Anyway, had a good day today.

Thank You God for always knowing

where I will be happy and giving me

such wonderful seniors to look up to and have fun with at the same time.

Everyday I shuffle my feet and go to college

with TL being my only consolation and bright light of another dark day.

I feel happy and not to sound dramatic but alive

when I'm acting or dancing amidst the stress of academics that

I'm drowning under.

I just have one regret.

I wish I could show and experience with my Sapta

the new family that I made in AJ TL.

It would be so complete and perfect.

With my old kootam and new one.

But then again,

nothing in this world is perfect

is it?

And btw, I will be doing my radio drama

on Oli 96.8 this sat 6.10 pm.

My voice sounds like shit on radio.

Peace. Out.

2009-03-19T19:08:00.002+08:00

Gold with honours.

Here I come.

Charging at you at 2 directions.

Even if I don't reach you,

it's always

Oh gala oh gala

Ooh Aah AJ!!!!!!!!

Thank you God. Somehow each time the wait is longer.

2009-03-14T12:21:00.003+08:00

" The best thing about life is that as it is kicking you in the balls
it is also patting you on the back, and telling you everything is
going to be okay." - Chester Bennington

I love you, Chaz.

2009-03-03T11:25:00.003+08:00

Your smile brightens up my world.

I miss you.

2009-03-02T16:38:00.005+08:00

Congratulations to Mr. A.R.Rahman
for winning 2 Oscars.
I felt sheer happiness that finally
he is getting
world-wide recognition for his marvellous work.
"Ella pugazhum iraivanukkae"
I'm getting goose pimples just
talking about him.
A man of such simplicity and humbleness
deserves more than oscars.
He has so much of talent and is
worth thousands but he
just dedicates his work and
gratitude to Allah.
I have no words, just no words
to express my utmost respect
for such a man.
"When you have strings attached, you only want to please certain
people. I feel it is a corruption in the mind.
I believe you have to work without any expectations."
Rahman, I salute you,
For everything you have done
for the entertainment industry.
For your songs that have many a times kept me company.
For your constant gratitude for Allah Almighty.
For inspiring me to be better Muslim and more importantly, a better person.
I salute you.
Jai Ho.

2009-03-02T15:46:00.003+08:00

Well, well, well.

Here I am at my blog after exactly how many days,

my memory fails me.

Partly because of my computer's breakdown

I think my lack of web activity can also be

reasoned to my busy schedule at school.

AJC, so far, has been very kind to me

by not giving me any intolerable people to

handle or emotion-immune creatures to

give a piece of my mind to.

TLDDS has a been the highlight of

my first month of junior college life.

Straightaway, I have entered the compeitiive

nature of the TLDDS scene with Arangam and

SYF.

In Cedar, I had to uphold 52 years of honour and

here I have to do the same for a short but highly successful 25 years.

Even though, in mind, body and soul,

I am forever a Cedarian,

a AJCian is being moulded in me because of CCA, once again.

In my journey to what I hope, success,

I want to leave behind a legacy like how I did for Cedar.

And I'm going to do that defending my college's academic and

aesthetic honour.

But one thing keeps nagging me

at the back of my mind.

The fact that no one knows me.

By that, I do not mean knowing

my existance and name.

It's knowing about me, the person I am.

I know it is a bit too early but

I want to show people who I am.

My past as a very very, how do I put this,

fiery senior,

they way I lead two different lives,

my temper, my patience.

I guess I have to give it time

but I don't think people in JC

have the priveledge of time or interest

to know a person inside out.

Just a thought struck me.

Acceptance.

A trivial but vital matter.

In Cedar, Sapta, acceptance was never a problem because

I knew I had people who could accept me with

all my flaws and beauty.

I don't want to dwell on it because

it is not such a important thing to worry about.

I am going with the flow at the moment.

I have become very self-concious, I've realized.

Lots of questions popping up and

my awkwardness around people of the

opposite gender.

I cannot do anything about it because I have

been nutured in a girls' school.

Girls' school girls can be generally categorized into

two groups.

Those who come out to be shy and those who

come out to be very outgoing.

I belong in the former but

both groups definitely have the upper hand

of being highly independant, headstrong and steadfast

in their choices and actions

compared to co-ed girls.

I'm proud of where I come from

and where I am.

All praise to God who knows

where His servant shines the most.

By the way, I would like to share this quote

that has been imprinted into my mind.

" If you have great friends like mine,

raise your glasses,

If not,

raise your standards. "

My alcohol-free pure mineral water sparkles in the light

that penetrates my glass.

2009-02-15T08:04:00.004+08:00

You are the only one

who makes my heart

beat fast and slow

at the same time.

2009-01-30T12:39:00.003+08:00

Results of posting came around

6.30 in the morning and my mom

woke me just to tell that I got into

AJ Science.

I'm feeling very neutral about this.

Just putting my trust on God.

I know He will always do what's best for me.

Having conference call with 7 people

is hilarious.

And Sapta, seriously cannot make it.

One in the MRT, can hear the "Doors closing" signal all,

another one putting shaving cream on leg,

another one screaming into the phone coz she saw an insect.

We had to keep on taking attendance also.

Aiyo.

Funny as hell.

EVERYBODY TRY THIS OK!!!!!

1.While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles with it.
2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand.

Your foot will change direction!!!
http://www.interestingmails.com/smart_foot.php

THAT IS AMAZING !!!!!

Mysteries of the human body man.

2009-01-27T17:54:00.004+08:00

Downloaded Slumdog Millionaire OST

by the great ARR.

Though I feel his tamil compositions are

much better than any of his works,

Slumdog's songs are incredible.

Full of energy and I think

would definitely enhance the emotions of

every scene.

My picks are "Mausam and Escape" and "Liquid Dance"

which I think is going to be used

by dance troupes worldwide.

So kudos to awesome awesome ARR and all

the best for the Oscars.

Now to a less appealing OST, Twilight's.

My pick is LOATR by Linkin Park, of course.

What else did you think I would choose?

Muse's Supermassive Black Hole and Paramore's Decode come next.

I'm highly agitated that they put LP's song

when the credits were rolling.

IDIOTS!

Especially when LP was one of the important

bands that inspired the author!

So all you twilight fans better be grateful

to LP, Muse and rock music in general.

Anyway, Rob's vomit-inducing

acting and not to mention face, has

another item to add to the list, his voice.

I can't even find the right words

to express his "singing".

Urgh. *shudder*

Anyway, read 3 books in the Twilight series.

On to the last one.

Don't know what is the big deal about Edward.

Not a big fan of the series,

though I love Emmett, Jasper and Alice Cullen.

Off to work on my madrasah homework now.

An essay on the benefits of marriage.....

-_-'

First line: It's the chainsaw that cuts the wings of women.

Lol.

I have this feeling that it's the female one that is saying.

2009-01-27T17:25:00.005+08:00

I was watching Vijay TV (which I think is the best
Indian channel to date) programmes on India's Republic Day.
There was a motivational speeches show where
they invited my favourite female speaker,
Mrs. Barathi Baskar, to speak.
She said this few lines which to me was like
an excerpt from a poem, naturally,
because I try to relate everything I see to art.
She said
" எது கனவு?
தூங்கும் பொழுது வருவதே அது கனவு அல்ல.
நம்மை தூங்கவிடாமல் ஆக்குவதே அதுதான் கனவு!"
Straightaway my mind wondered to
my O'level days (I'm making it sound like it was years ago),
when Mr. Yusof exasperatedly asked
"How can you sleep or eat?! How?!"
when he saw our devastating timetable.
And Mr. Omer's very inspiring speech,
"உங்களுக்கு நிச்சயமாக தூக்கம் வராது
மனதில் வேட்கை இருந்தால்......."
or something along that lines.
One of the many things that I learnt in 08,
the concept of normality like sleeping or eating
would not occur if your mind and heart
are focused on your goal.
Like when a person is determined to get
first class honours in Biology (ahem ahem, muah)
or for other useless things like
getting level 245 on Xbox games.
Yes, so the next time
you are on a mission,
see if you lose sleep over it.

2009-01-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

Baking with Komathi and Siva.
Woke up early in the morn
to meet Komathi at Bishan.
Headed to Siva's place.
Already I had only a few hours to spare
now only Siva had to go to pastamania
to eat her brunch.
She took her own sweet time.
And I tell you, Siva is blind as a bat.
The philadelphia cheese was just
in front of her but she was looking
everywhere else.
And nestle cream.
Kadavule.
Komathi and me were clueless that such a thing even existed.
Finally got all the ingredients,
yes that loosu didn't buy them beforehand.
But not before she started freaking out
that she lost $10 and started blaming her dad.
I thought it flew away in the wind.
Siva was positive that her dad deceived her.
After deep thinking,
Komathi, the only bright one among us,
realized that Siva blew it on spagetti at pastamania for breakfast.
-_-'
Off we went to do our very successful cheese cake.
It was delicious.
Credit goes to me for pounding the marie biscuits.
While we waited for our cake
to set in the fridge,
we hanged out at Siva's room.
It was hilllllaaaaaaaaariiiiiiioussssssssss.
Siva and Komathi started dancing like
mad people for Ava Enna Enna.
Copying exactly what Surya was doing.
Esp the step when after Sameera Reddy disappears
from his grasp.
It was so funny!!!!!
Then I joined in when they did Kodaana Kodi
yes that one, and Kathaana Kathaazhey.
I should have recorded it man.
I was laughing like a maniac.
Hilarioussssss.
Anyway, I got a V.A. poster of
Surya and Sameera, courtesy of Siva.
It's going up on my wall
beside Linkin Park, Hrithik and Asin.
It was a fun day.
And I think we should do it again.
Chefs Siva, Komathi and Sha.
Hhahahaha. Right.

2009-01-23T22:41:00.003+08:00

East Coast outing with Sapta on Wed.
As usual, we waited for Sindhu till the cows came home.
(Actually only one cow came from her house to e MRT station
but thats is besides the point)
After what seems liked an eternity,
all 7 of us headed towards the beach.
Ate our lunch at this Turkish Restaurant
where Sangee made us shout our gratitude.
-_-'
Walked and walked in the sweltering heat
to find a shelter until to a point
where I suggested we should push an sleeping old
man who was occupying the whole shelter to
himself off the bench.
But we finally sat at a measly bench
and talked, among other things, like old women over tea.
The best thing is that we went to the beach
but the stupids didn't want to go
near the water because of a bimbo reason
that their feets would get sandy and wet.
*throws arms in air*
But I went to the water despite the blistering heat.
It was beautiful.
The shades of green and blue were very calming.
I have to visit the most beautiful
beaches in the world. Someday. Inshallah.
The underpass.
How to forget that.
Took crazy crazy pictures.
Then after that,
we went to Nandi's house to chill.
Watched Varanam Aayiram songs.
Just zipping through the whole movie
in half an hour.
Flat on the couch all the way.
Suddenly we were all so tired.
Headed home with Rufina in a long 854 ride.
The outing was so Sapta.
Just chill, take pics to preserve the memories
and talk.
I'm going to miss this.
SAPPPPTTTAAAAA!!

2009-01-19T12:30:00.002+08:00

Hanging out at Queenstown was fun.

Malik is a ooru-mat-karan.

Hahaha.

He la, pronouncing pongal as punggol (as in the MRT station).

On the phone with his friend,

"Eh, happy punggol!"

Me : O_0?!

Anyway, saw something on Chinmayi's blog,

http://chinmayisripada.blogspot.com/,

Something that prakash raj told her.

"En mael kallai eriyaadhe, veedu katti viduven;

Enaku thee vaikkadhe, en veettirkku dheepam aetri viduven;

Ennai thurathaadhe en ilakkai seekkiram adaindhu viduven;

Enakku visham kodukkadhe naan Neelakanthan aagividuven"

If you don't understand Tamil it roughly translates to

"Do not pelt me with stones, for I will use them to build a house

Do not set me afire, for I will light up my home

Do not chase me, for I will reach my goal faster

Do not hand me poison, for I will become NeelakanTha."

Really great lines. Wonderful.

2009-01-14T20:18:00.004+08:00

Sometimes things are just not what they seem to be.

People you know for years just turn into a stranger in a second.

And people whom you've always known, almost strangers, turn into friends.

It is just so unbelivable that natural bonds

are created for something that is beyond reasoning.

Like performing arts.

Chemistry between actors or

sync between dancers are toned

with practice but bonding

between the performers

definately plays a part in completing the

beauty of the art and helping to express the art

to perfection.

I firmly believe in that.

But of course, there is a thin line between

trying to create bonds and

letting go.

Everyone is teetering on the edge with everyone.

We can try to be close with someone but

if the trying is not being reciprocated,

there is only so much that we can do.

But, but this is only if we have tried enough.

My admiration for you just grows stronger and stronger every 13th.

2009-01-14T04:19:00.004+08:00

Wow. So much has happened since the last time I've blogged.

I'll go by chronological order.

First of all, New Years' Day as usual was at darling's house.

It was different from the previous years

because this time I was hanging out with

Levorice.

It was a hilarious experience and went better

than I expected.

So shout out to my fellow pandipanda players.

Next, Syiqah's Bdae/ Class chalet.

I took a very very wrong day to wear my

wrap around skirt because Angel Mikhail wasn't

on my side.

Nevertheless, it felt really nostalgic to see

my classmates again.

We spelt our feelings of our 2 years spent together

on sand and took crazy pictures.

I, fortunately, found a stone shaped

somewhat like a heart but it was disjointed.

Reminded me of how nothing is perfect at all.

The arcade at Aloha is damn old school to the max.

After a long time, I saw the word

"Sega" on arcade machines.

Roshni, Pipi, Thereza and me went

typical 4M crazy in there.

Took a video which I think only we would find hilarious.

The beach has a really calming effect

though we saw dead squids and beheaded fishes.

Shiqa's niece is so adorable.

Had e pleasure of holding her hand and leading her into e pool. :)

Blocking the raging wind in a vain attempt to

guard the fire,

helping people take scandalous pics,

it was really really fun.

Made me wonder if I would get awesome

classmates in e future like how I did in these 2 years.

Next, took out my nose stud.

There was very bad skin rxn and I

was obliged by the doctor to take it out.

So now my nose is completely healed

and the hole closed.

Sigh. After all the pain I had to go through.

Sounds lame but I feel a part of me is gone.

A knot appears in my stomach

when I realize I have to pierce again for the 3rd time.

:(:(:(:(

And yes, ultimate grand result day came.

Never have I felt so so nervous.

Not even before a drama perfomance,

or the actual Os.

The whole world knows I'm a highly emo

person so I bought 3 tissue packets along.

Sapta, you guys,

make me feel so loved and I was

truely touched. Love you guys.

Because of darling Sapta, I didn't

even have to use one tissue paper, let

alone 3 packets.

Yes so, there was a miscalculation,

I thought I got 11 but

I got...............

10.

Alhamdulilah.

Very very grateful to God for having mercy on me.

10 is not that good by Cedar standards

and I know I could have done better

but as of now,

I'm satisfied.

AJC is my first choice coz it's near

though Temasak is where

I think I will

fit in the most.

But it's too far away.

Well, we will see on Jan 30.

Currently at queenstown hanging out with Habi and Malik.

Congrats to ARR on the Golden Globe.

Peace out.

2008-12-28T10:35:00.005+08:00

MICHAEL AND HEMA WON
JODI NO. 1 SEASON THREEEEE!

*Does kuttu dance*
Dandadakkadu dannakku dannakku!!!!!!!
Intha Ah intha Ah intha Ah Inthaaaaaaa!!!
CONGRATS!

Completely awe struck by Michael and Satish.
Ennamaaa dance pandrangae theriyuma?
Their style, their modesty, inspiring man inspiring.
Wish I could meet them like how I did Aerocratz.
Missed the chance when Satish came for Vasantham Carnival.
But its ok. One day. One day.

In other news,
http://entertainment.sg.msn.com/Celebrity-Gossip/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1852596

Oasis guitarist Noel Gallagher has branded The Jonas Brothers 's**t'.
The Oasis guitarist says his eight-year-old daughter Anais
is a big fan of the clean-cut trio
and 'High School Musical', starring Zac Efron,
but he doesn't see the appeal.
Noel said: 'My daughter is into that s**t on the Disney Channel,
The Jonas Brothers and
all of that f***ing nonsense, 'High School Musical'.
'I don't find anything appealing in The Jonas Brothers.
Not in the slightest. No. Is there anything?'

Thank you Mr. Gallagher. Thank you.
No one can say it better.
Give me my LP, FM, A7X, Oasis, Paramore and other bands
anytime man.
All these Jonas Brothers,
Miley Cyrus, Britney Spears and shit
should just burn in hell and
give way to more deserving music artists.
As you can see, I can't stand
pop music. Really really cannot.
*shudders*
Classical, jazz, techno also cannot.
It's just rock and maybe a little rnb/hiphop
thus my liking for FM, Beyonce, Ciara, Chris Brown
and other artists.
But in tamil, it's different.
I enjoy both melodious and kuttu songs.
Depends on my mood.

Peace 0ut. Madrasah holidays over btw :( haha.

2008-12-26T12:14:00.002+08:00

Just got off the phone with Mr. Yusof.
It was great to talk to him again.
Wow...tuition seems a long time ago.
Just like how my drama compeitions are.
His advice "Enjoy really hard now. Because when it comes
to JC, you are going to have one hell of a time."
I knowwww.
Told him we miss him and he replied that he felt the same too.
Sigh. Just puts a big smile on my face.
Results day...Don't make me cry.
Hazrat "Nalla ezhuntirundhaal nalla marks varum".
Scaring us.
But I know if I didn't do well in my O's
I'm going to work very very very hard for my A's
because naa ella pattuthaan anubavikkira type.
*Stares at the wall*
God, help.
Please. Help my friends and me.

In other news,
watched Yaaradi Nee Mohini
for the second time yesterday.
Love that movie and thank God
I watched it again
because the first time,
I didn't catch the very last scene
where Nayanthara was cooking
and Dhanush hugged her from behind,
symbolizing that they were married.
Not that the huge huge ayyar kudumbam thali
didn't do the job.
So happy ending. :):)
Love the songs, the picturization, the actors, the acting.
It was only after this movie
that I started liking Nayanthara.

Moving on,
Hamsath, Aisha and me
when to eat lunch at Swensons'
on Aneesa Ust's expenditure.
It was hilarious. Completely hilarious.
If I say anything here, it would
be a total maanam piracchanai for someone.
Let's just say Hamsath and me are
being good friends and not saying anything.

Merry Christmas to Rufina darling and those celebrating.

On a serious note,
For those who passed on Dec 26 06,
Rest in Peace.

God give their family members and friends
the ability to cherish just the good memories
of their beloved ones
and to accept your right and choice
to take them away so as to
remind them and the rest of humanity
the value of a human soul.
Ameen.

I do not have the experience of
losing a person I was very close to
and hope God would
never give me such an opportunity.
So even if its true that I cannot
understand the pain fully,
my condolences are whole-heartedly given.

Peace for all.

2008-12-23T13:10:00.002+08:00

3 hours cleared what a year couldn't.

I'm happy I got my true friendship back.

Anyway, need to watch Twilight and Ghajini Hindi.

Currently in love with

Oh My Love from Ennai Theriyuma

and Guzarish from Ghajini Hindi.

Holidays coming to an end soon.

No more waking up at 8.30 everyday.

No more hanging on the comp for hours.

No more watching Little People, Big World @ 11 am everyday.

I love that show.

It starts my morning on a positive note because

it is such a optimistic show

that is based on the Roloffs, a family that consists

of people with the dwarfism condition.

Thought I'm watching it 2 years late because

of the "highly effective" Singapore-American

television series broadcasting programme.

For Lords' sake, they can get useless shows like

Desparate Housewives and Reaper within a few months

of release in the US but not quality shows like

Supernatural 3 or Little People, Big World.

But I'm at least grateful that the Survivor Gabon results

were live.

I was surprised actually so A for effort.

Successfully painted 4 rooms in mosque.

Destroyed 2 burkahs. hahaha.

I need a new thumbdrive. Seriously.

Haven't done Quote of the day in a long time.

1. "Wait, we have to stop, rock and roll??!" - Rufina when we were talking

about how when your clothes get on fire, you should stop, drop and roll.

2. "I want chocolate. Do we have chocolate?" - Nandini. She was sleeping, woke up to say this and went straight back to sleep at Vay's sleepover. The rest of us = 0_O

3. "Snaasss" - Hamsa. A combination of Stress and Snap at Ust Shareefa house.

4. "Dandana darna. danakku danadannaa" - Farhana's outburst @ Ust Shareefa house.

5. "Surprise Geetha!!!" - Sangee's lame and not to mention very late attempt.

6. " Bush endru kobam vandurchu"

"Eppadi kobam vandhuchu"

"Bush-nnu" - Riswana

7. " Somebody's Somebody. That somebody's somebody. ( Repeat 400 times)" - Vay

Sigh. Funny Funny times.

The big day is coming. I'm dreading it.

I miss my school friends. Tremondously.

My crazy Sapta. Million hugs of love.

My crazy class, 4 Moulin Rouge.

My tamil class.

My teacherssssssssssssssss!

My juniors.

My Cedar. That's it to sum up in one word.

Cedar.

Enna panna poraen kadavulae.

I hate change.

Typical Taurasean behaviour.

I hate change.

Argh.

Peace out for now.

Pro Tools 8: Mike In The Studio

2008-12-16T19:29:00.001+08:00

JUST LISTEN TO THAT TUNE MAN.

2008-12-10T14:57:00.006+08:00

Watched Varanam 1000 ystd.

Songs, Simran, SURYA, Six packs.

Super. Just incredibly super.

Surya just got another million fans to add to his already enourmous fanbase.

Lucky Jothika to have such a great man with marvellous acting talent.

Not to mention the body. Lol.

"My heart is bleeding Daddy." - hit me like a rock straight to the heart.

I could relate to the Priya character.

Hahaha. For those who know why.

Cant wait for Asin's Ghajini in hindi with Aamir Khan.

She looks gorgeous in the trailer.

It's coming, Dec 25 baby!

I'm a huge AR Rahman fan but I gotta say

the tamil version's songs done by Harris are

better than ARR's hindi ones maybe except Guzaarish.

This just solidifies my opinion of ARR's exceptional flair in

composing Tamil songs better than any other language he tries.

They should have just gotten Harris to do the hindi songs.

In other news,

Hari raya hajj went better than puasa.

Definately becoz of my close couz being with me.

Many other stuff happened.

Painting yishun mosque, sleepover at Vaynii's,

Geetha's not-so-surprise party.

Lazy to blog.

Peace out.

2008-12-04T16:48:00.003+08:00

I was bored so I just came up with this list of my fav movies of my fav actors.
I don't have a favourite actor. I have many. In no order...

Vijay : Pokkiri
Surya: Kaaka Kaaka
Vishal : Chelleme/Satyam (coz of the six packs haha)/Thimiru
Barath : Chelleme/Boys/Pattiyal
Jayam Ravi : Santhosh Subramaniam/M. Kumaran
Siddarth : Ayutha Ezhuthu/ Boys
Madhavan : Alaipayuthey
Arya : Pattiyal
Dhanush : Kadhal Kondaen

Actors that are not my fav but are acceptable
Ajith : Vaali/Ullasam
Vickram : Ullasam/Sami
Rajini : Padaiyappa

But I have 2 most favourite actresses.
Simran : Every damn movie but top rank goes to Vaali.
Asin : Same goes here but I if have to pick, it would be Pokkiri/M. Kumaran/Ghajini

Actresses who are not my fav but come close:
Jothika : Kaaka Kaaka
Reema Sen : Chelleme
Nayanthara : Yaaradi Nee Mohini
Pooja: Pattiyal

Yup, that's it. Piyees avuttu.
PS: To Sangee, HAHAHAHAHAHAH. its your loss. hahahahaha.

2008-11-24T08:12:00.014+08:00

Vasantha Oli 2008 with Hamsath.

Easily there were about 10 to 12 thousand people there.

The atmosphere was electric.

No other way to describe it.

I was cheering and screaming all the way.

Cedarian screaming mind you, I couldn't even hear myself.

It was that LOUD.

Everyone was cheering, clapping and singing along especially

for the kuttu songs like Yemma Yemma, Appadi Poodu.

Everyone just was kuttu-raaning in their seats.

The 4 singers from India, Haricharan,

Rahul Nambiar,(I swear, he is on drugs, he was that high),

Sunita (She is hot!) and Kalyani

were highly impressed by Singapore because we were such a
responsive crowd, even though it took some time to warm up.

The singing was perfect.

Elamaran as usual, is great at hosting.

When he was introducing Ebi,

"VS 2007 yaar?!"

the crowd response was initially quiet.

So we said "Ebiiiiiiiiiii!" softly.

Ela was like "enna eli ah?!!!"

lol. Then Ebi came on

and Hamsath melted. To say the least. haha. :):)

Then all the popular dance groups came on.

First FKB performed.

Ela: "Enna beez?"

Sha: "KILLLLLLAAAAAAAA BEEEEEZZZZZ!!!"

They danced for a Satyam song, awesome as usual, inspired by Jabba a bit, I think.

Then Agni Reloaded came with girls.

The AR girls are awesome.

They were dancing on par with

their male counterparts, energy-wise, movement-wise, everything.

I was proud of those female dancers.

Next, the reason why I wanted to go to Vasantha Oli 2008 in the first place,

the beloved champs Aerocratz.

I went stark mad. Just insane.

Dressed in all black, they came in and rocked the stage!!

That particular dance I've seen before so I proceeded

to just clicking away on Hamsath's camera.

Then, more singing.

At one point of time, this old lady came

right up to the front and just started
dancing like a mad woman for one kuttu song.

She had to be pulled away by the organisers.

Funny shit.

Another time, a frog, about the size of an average computer mouse,

appeared near my seat.

Hamsath packed everything, all ready to run.

I was just sitting there trying to calm down the lady beside me.

But then the frog went away.

LOL. damn funny.

Just another one of those times,

when insects/amphibians/whatevernots

come and everyone else goes crazy

while I just sit there and laugh at them.

Then again FKB came to dance for a Sangamam song.

They forgot their steps at a certain part

and were just impromptu-ing.

Couldn't control my laughter because

their facial expressions were so funny.

Then they got back on track.

Then AR came again.

Since 5.30 when the show started till 10.30,

Hamsath and me were waiting and waiting for the Indian singers

to sing Taxi Taxi.

When we heard Ela introducing,

we just turned to each other and screamed.

The best part of hearing Taxi Taxi live was that

Aerocratz was dancing on stage with the singers.

In came my high pitched Cedarian screams,

the poor lady beside me probably should have gotten

ear pain.

Hamsa and me were loudly singing the chorus to each other.
"Nee nee nee nee illaye naan naan naan engu povathu?!

Thol saaya thol illaiye en vazhkai ennaavathu?!"

SSwweeeetttt.

Ok this next part is the best out of the whole night.

I was working on an small art piece

for Aerocratz to give to them.

Usual Sha style: A3 black paper with silver pen.

It turned out very well. :):)

So I obviously wanted to give

the guys this small gift of mine.

So Hamsa and me waited and waited

for them outside the venue.

FKB past by, AR past by, no Aero.

So we went in again and waited. Still no Aero.

Then I caught Elamaran and enquired with him

First, he said they left already.

I could feel my heart dropping to my knees.

But then, Ela said we should check

and brought us backstage!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Such a sweetheart.

There were individiual tents for each group performing.

My heartbeat rate was 165 beats per minute at this time. lol.
Ela opened the Aerocratz tent, they were there!

Thank god, I'm not fair if not, I would have looked like a tomato.

Suddenly, all the shyness in the world seemed to be upon me,

I couldn't even speak properly.

And trust me, I'm not that of a shy girl at all.

I gave them the art piece, "Eh, style-la irukku!". Lol.

Took a picture with them holding it.

One of the guys was putting powder on his face

and the rest were like "vaadaa vaada".

LMAO.

I regret not asking them any questions

because I was tongue-tied.

Then we exchanged goodbyes and I left.

It was such a dream-like moment and it ended as rapidly as it started.

Awesome.

Pic is quite blur coz darling Hamsath "My hand shaking la!!"

But I forgive her because after all its Aerocratz. lol.

So I've met 2 of my fav fav artists, Hrithik Roshan and Aerocratz.

And sort of met, my ultimate, Linkin Park and Fort Minor,

in their concerts, in the moshpit.

If I meet LP face-to-face, I think, I would be tongue-tied,

legs would become jelly and just turn into human goo.

Inshallah. One day. One day, I'll meet my idols.

What a wonderful night it was

Pure entertainment. Just have fun, scream and relax.

Nov 23 08.

Into my list of memories for 2008.

Peace out.

2008-11-22T22:36:00.002+08:00

albaau, wa min, wa ila, wa fee, wallahu, wa rubba, wa waaurubba, wa an, wa ila, wa kaafu, wa mudu, wa mundu, wa hatta, was waukasmi, was ba u du, wa ta u du, wa haashaa, wa ada, wa halaa.
Yay!

I'm extremely glad I went to holiday
mualimah class today.
It was a very useful.
Only about half of the class turned up
with 7 boys and 11 girls.
But it worked to our advantage.

One highlight:
"Nee sollu..."
"Ennakku thookkama varathu Hazrat..."
"Enna thookam varathaa??!!"
I couldn't believe my ears.
If any of the girls said that, she would be slaughtered.

"Sharks (superorder Selachimorpha) are a type of fish with a full cartilaginous skeleton and a highly streamlined body" - from Wiki.
Hazrat said sharks are not fish. Hah! He is wrong......for once. :)

He was going through the type of food that
Muslims from different schools of thought
could eat and mentioned that we shouldn't eat
things that provoke disgust.

I immediately turned to the dead cockroach
lying upside down next to the empty aisle of seats
and muttered, "like that."
Hamsath just shuddered.
"Paachae..." LOL.

For the first time, I answered several questions correctly
in class without embarassing myself.
Even though they were relatively easy, it is still a feat
so I'm going right ahead to give myself a pat on the back.

Both the brain and heart were satisfied today.

Tomorrow Vasantha Oli! with Hamsath!! going to see Aerocratz!!!!

Peace out.

2008-11-22T11:59:00.003+08:00

Pierced my nose.

Hurt like hell. But can tahan.

Have no idea how some people

can pierce at more exotic places

when I can't even handle my nose piercing.

*shudder*

Cedar Musical was ok.

Acting was not up to standard as usual

but singing made up for it.

Cheered and screamed, I think, for the last time.

Sigh.

Anyway, take a look at this.

"Despite the lies that you're making

Your love is mine for the taking

My love is just waiting

To turn your tears to roses

I will be the one that's gonna hold you

I will be the one that you run to

My love is a burning, consuming fire

No, you'll never be alone

When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars

Hear my whispers in the dark

No, you'll never be alone

When darkness comes you know I'm never far

Hear the whispers in the dark

Whispers in the dark

You feel so lonely and ragged

You lay there broken and naked.

My love is just waiting

To clothe you in crimson roses."

Great lyrics. Tinge of poet-ism. Whispers in the Dark by Skillet. Awesome band.

Working on my art piece for Aerocratz.

Pissed there is mualimah and quran classes on supposedly holiday time.

Give us a break la.

.............Peace out.

2008-11-19T19:42:00.002+08:00

Escape Theme Park

with the FRISH was so freaking fun.

Quote of the day :

"Ennaku vetkama irukku" - I'm not going to say who

in case that person is reading or that person's ustads are reading.

hahahahahah.

Arshya and Rifi bonding or the lack of it.

Irfan's erm.... little saga at the Pirate Ship. Lol.

Took lots of pictures.

Stupid Haunted Place. Idiotic thing.

Rainbow was closed. :(

Inverter. Semma fun. Just cheering all the way.

Today at madrasah just brought back last years' memories.

Sigh.

Shoe shopping with Hamsath.

Talked non-stop as usual.

Very lazy to blog.

Peace out.

en kaanal neerae, i miss you.

2008-11-17T21:43:00.003+08:00

I forgot to mention that on eve of aandu vizha

Girls' Youth Wing excluding 4 members were sitting in the dark

at 2nd floor stairs talking about our upcoming pre-mualimah

juniors.

It felt refreshing because it was the first time

we just arattai adkikkiraan about something not serious

in the dark somemore.

All that could be seen was white tudongs and teeth.

Learnt some shocking news about some juniors.

Sigh.

And we all 13 of us left at 10.15 PM!

For me it's not late, but in madrasah "girls rule",

it was quite late and I was happy to see we could do it.

Eh, all these small things matter ok!

Anyway.....

Aandu vizha went great.

Pretty sad that we didn't do any big adupadi vaelai

because we didn't handle the food

which was delicious by the way.

Met Aisha and Muhammad.

"Un akka unnai kodumaipaduthuru thaane?" "Aama."

Hehehehe. so cute.

Became the bread yethuraan-ing person for the sandwiches.

Touched up our deco.

Early work given to juniors for training.

GYW took lunch time which went quite smooth

despite the fact that we had to cater to prayers

and food at the same location.

I'm proud.

Not so chaotic as I thought it would be. ( you know me, the tension party)

Nur Jahan ust's daughter, Zahira, is so adorable.

She is a doll, I swear. Friendly baby. Went to everyone.

Arshyaaaaaa. Chasing after the balloon. Classic. Our baby.

Took pictures with our decorations.

So embarassing. Everyone was looking at the mass of orange

for 5 whole minutes. -_-'".

Shareefa Ust's speech!! WOOHOO!!!

*Cedarian cheer and applause*

(We can't do anything in the hall so I'm doing it here)

Kiraat compeition made me feel nostalgic because

I was a kiraat student and now, a kiraat ustazah,

a blessing I don't take lightly.

Next, the best thing that GYW does, I bet

my last dollar we do it better than BYW,

CLEAN-UP!!!!!

Off went the paayees, the canvas

and in came the mops, brooms and vacuum cleaners.

The toilet went through a thorough washing up,

top to bottom, from cubicles to the drains.

Everyone helping everyone,

regardless of the wetness and dirt.

GYW team work at it's best.

It was a lot of fun.

Next, it took 3 people to sweep the stairs,

LOL. Ris, Hamsa and me.

"Itha panrathukku 3 peru. Kaevellama irukkuthu la.

Onnu Supervisor, innonnu koorathu, innonnu kupai porrikki"

Then, washing the paanaes and sahans

at the back of mosque with the ustazahs.

To an outsider, it may seem hard work,

mind you there were about 10 huge andathandi

paanaes and about 40 sahans with all the utensils.

But like what Ghajni Surya said,

"kashtappattu uzhaikkame, ishatappattu uzhaippom".

We had a lot of fun, with Hazrat spraying water on

Shareefa Ust, Shareefa Ust spraying water on Sabiya Ust and

spraying soil water on Hamsa and me.

Burka = full wet.

We were like walking wet thuni holders.

6 GYW members went to the fan dry off.

ROTFL literally, I tell you.

This Irfan and Farhan no 1. gunduus.

Making me and the rest laugh like maniacs

until our sides ached.

Can't tell what happened coz too maanap piracchanai.

Sirajunisa Ust "Edaiyile mattum dardakka dardakka ennu sound

vanthuchu" referring to a phone while she was watching over the bags.

And she said it so innocently, I couldn't help laughing.

You know me, tension party+laugh 4 everything type.

Then pack up, walked to yishun mrt.

Got proof that Riswana and me are kooda porakkaatha siblings. lol.

It was a busy exciting day.

Oh yeah, the constant lupdupping and Aisha thing. lol.

from 6.30 in the morn to 6.30 in the evening.

Most of the work, went to the boys as usual,

but still, GYW did what was given to us.

No debrief yet so we'll see how well we did what was given to us.

So that's it.

The last event of the year till March for meelath vizha.

Where new members would have been recruited for GYW.

Skeptical but we'll see.....

Peace out.

2008-11-16T00:42:00.005+08:00

neenga podanum, neenga azhagaa irukkanum
naanga ivanga endru kaatikaranum, endru ninaikireengale
matthavangalukku athu avvalavu athirupthiyai
kodukkuthu endru pothunilaiya konjamaavathu ninaichirikkireengala?

avar permission koduthaalum neenga podanum, athuthaan
naan virumburaennu avar sollave illai.
avar anumathi koduthaalum 100% manapooravama
koduthurupparu endru neenga nenjile kaiyai
vacchu sollunga paarpom.

naan avangallukku support panni pesuraen endru ninaikaatheenga.
avanga mooliyama vara ketta peyarai patri naan yoosikkiraen.

athai pottu varuvom, decorate pannuvom, jimikki kaatuvom
endra ketta peyarle theeyil neenga ennaiyai thaan oothureenga.

athuvum antha colouraale vantha piranchanai patthaathunnu
thirippiyum athey colour poodureengele... logic otthuvarave illai.

muthalil yeetho bonding varathukku pottum,
nammale intro pandrathukku pottum, sari,
athukku apporom athai meeri,
romba alpathaanamaana reasons-kku podurathu
ennakku sariyaa padaley.

ithanaaley 3 thaaimaarkal vaarthai disagreement-le
eedupattathai naan kannale paarthurukkiraen.
ithukku mela naan solnoma?

kadaisiya, athai poodaleynaa naam koranjaa poiduvom?
namma antha group-nu yarrukkum theriyaatha?
veena virumbaatha feelingsai naama ezhuppurom.

ithu oru chinna vishayam thaan.
aanal ithileyum ulagathhai karrukollalam.
an action speaks a thousand words.
ithakkooda purinjikka mudiyavillai endral,
ennaale ethuvum panna mudiyaathu.
neenga immaturity-le thaan thengi kidakkireenga.

*off to iron that piece of cloth that i didn't want to see for the rest of my life*

ok a totally different thing now:
I acted because I want everyone else to think
that we are happy.
I acted because I wanted to prove that I can.
I acted because my mother and my sister is all that I've got.
I acted. Fullstop.
So don't go thinking that some miracle is on
because no shithole can make me accept anything.
But sorry, my act included you guys.
I am and forever will be unchangable.
This is me. I'm not like your first daughter.
This is who you raised up.
I am this way because you made me.

And happy belated to dearest arshya.

Peace. out.

2008-11-13T19:10:00.003+08:00

What a beautiful day.
Woke up in the morning and donned my
school uniform for the second last time.
Headed to school to see Sindhu, Geetha,
Rug and Sangee sitting in glee in the canteen
because of the end of the big Os.
Waited for Vay and when to Punggol.
Sutturaan at punggol plaza to get
Mr. Omer's bouquet and sweet treats.
(His rxn : " Ivvalavu effort poda thevaiyillai ma. So sweet")
Then sat and idled time in the LRT
while waiting for maadu.
Got down and me, sindhu and geetha
meikkuraan the rest like maadus to the block.
This sangee, want to act act, hide near the shoe closet,
just to be greeted by Mr.Omer's son.
Mrs. Omer's cooking is out of this world.
I tell you, srumptious!!!
Amazingly delicious India style briyani,
with thayir, tomato chutni, fried chicken,egg.
Superrr.
Looked at albums. (Mr. Omer looks like puravalan when young)
Talked and talked non-stop.
About seniors, TLDDS, juniors,
cedar, teaching, all arts competitions (ahem ahem!).
Laughed heartily like I've never done in months.
Took lots of photos that I will cherish.
(stupid maadu had to go and meet her "mom"
so not all 7 in e pics)
It was a sweet day.
Mr. Omer and his family are such nice people.
I really appreciate them.
So in goes this day in my list of
unforgettable memories of my last secondary school year.
CEDARRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Peace out.

Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit

2008-11-11T22:25:00.001+08:00

Can't wait for the DVD to come out.
Watch it!

2008-11-11T21:39:00.004+08:00

It hurts when you know

you can't be by the side of the

one you love just for the sake of protecting

them and yourself.

But you comply because there is a sense of happiness

knowing that sacrifice would eventually

bring something good.

And so there is a sad smile on your face.

But it is a smile no matter what.

That is the beginning of the good already.

Only for the morally upright.

And LP's working on the new record.

This one won't take as long as MTM.

Chester's solo CD with Julien-K is on the way.

I'm happy.

2008-11-07T20:28:00.003+08:00

Sucks that Linkin Park didn't bag anything at the EMAs.

But it doesn't matter, there won't be any space in the

cupboards even if they did.

Anyways, congratulations to

Tokio Hotel and Thirty Seconds to Mars.

2 of the bands that I enjoy listening to esp

the songs Monsoon and A Beautiful Lie.

But they can never reach the creative

and artistic qualitities of my beloved LP.

And my prayers are with Chaz.

Take care dude.

The world needs you,

LP diehards need you,

I need you.

*Takes out Singapore Primus*

Off to shoot down the last few targets.

Peace out.

2008-10-31T10:00:00.002+08:00

I realized I didn't blog about Aerocratz.

So here we go.

"வாழ்கையே போர்க்களம்

வாழ்ந்து தான் பார்க்கநும்

போர்க்களம் மாறலாம்.

போர்தான் மாறுமா?"

A quote by them before their God Of War dance.

Such an inspiration that awakened a new desire in me.

Never have I seen a dance group of such soaring creativity

and great dancing skills simultaneously.

Billa Billa Aerocratz.

International compeitions beckon.

And to think that in the previous Dhool,

they couldn't make it far into the compeition

to becoming the judges-approved,

sms-approved champions for the next.

Sheer perseverance, passion and practice.

Dance, like drama and any other art, is not easy.

That's why they take the top rank in my

favourite local dance groups.

2008-10-28T23:25:00.002+08:00

*cocks gun*

*aims*

*Bang!* *Bang!*

English and A Maths down.

6 more targets.

6 more bullets.

Till freedom.

Sha = Assasin disguised as Student.

2008-09-24T21:16:00.002+08:00

Amin mela lle.
Really. Alot.
Can't imagine not seeing you.

2008-09-08T20:12:00.003+08:00

Today Vay, Ruf and me went to Toa Payoh Popular

to get my EM TYS for tuition.

Then from the outside

I saw 2 middle-aged men in

security guard kind of *bluargh* uniform.

We got the books and went to the cashier

when the 2 guys cut the queue and

slipped in front of me!

அப்பரோ என்ன?

The pissed off Sha took form.

Turning sharply to Ruf,

I said very softly (ahem ahem),

"He cut the queue!"

Then the 2 men turned and stared

at us while I just looked straight with

my 'tao' face like nothing happened.

Ruf was so blur. Vay was smiling to herself.

Then that 2 gits know we are irritated already.

Wait, wait, the best part is here.

They walk past us and you know what they said

" நீ அழகா இருக்குறே".

Do not know if he was referring to Ruf or me,

but this just proves how completely

lame you can get when you are hitting your thirties.

Trying to put on your manmathan act in front

of young ladies is it?

Think you "என்றும் பதினாறு" is it?

Go and get a life la.

2008-08-29T16:22:00.003+08:00

I've been enjoying the song

"Cheeky Cheeky" from Saroja

for the past 1 week

and I had no idea

Mathild D. Silva from

our own sunny island

SANG IT!

Congrats to her

for having such an awesome song as

her break into the tamil music scene.

2008-08-27T20:03:00.004+08:00

I love the moon.

Everyday I look up to the sky

and catch that white face and

walk towards the MRT station.

It's amazing how much the moon

can reflect human nature.

First of all,

the moon, no matter how much

it shines and captures the

essence of night with its glow,

depends on the Sun for its life and light.

Just goes to show, that no matter

how much you bask in your glory

there will be at least one person who was

quintessential for your victory.

Next, the moon is never stagnant.

It goes through a cycle.

I liken this to humans because

sinners can change and angels

can sin.

Change is inevitable.

Tauruseans, i.e. ME, are hostile

to change but everyone has to

go through it.

Why, do you think the Singapore

Flag has a cresent and not a sun?

It signifies change and development,

a young nation on the rise.

Lastly, the moon signifies feminity.

Even Greek Methology names Diana

as the Moon.

Females, are generally,

physically and artistically

more beautiful than males (I disagree btw)

which leads to them being likened

with the beauty of the moon.

Just take a look at the scores of

poets that refer to the moon as their

female lovers and so on.

Even the song Vennilave Vennilave,

"நாம் இரவின் மடியில் பிள்ளைகள்

ஆவோம்.

பாலூட்ட நிலவுண்டு." ;

refering to the moon as a female.

This also shows the general

social stigma of the female

dependance (the moon) on

the opposite gender known as the

male (the sun).

Sigh......

Anyway, these are just a few

on-the-surface reasons

why I adore the moon.

There is still alot to be analyzed.

I just realized how literature based this is.

So all those who are not blessed

with the lit mind like my triple science

friends, be content with what I wrote.

Lol.

Jal - Sajni The Video [Original]

2008-08-26T16:47:00.001+08:00

Watch it.
Jal - Sajni.
Great song.
And girls,
the male model at
the start (not the
beast, the one that
the girl chooses at the end)
is a
MUSLIM paki model
named Hareb Farooq.

Jal - Sajni The Video [Original]

2008-08-26T16:33:00.007+08:00

All 3 of them are strong looks wise, I must say.

.....

Ok that was my feeble attempt to not

scream out loud that they are

SMOKIN' HOT!

A few years ago, I was looking

into the Paki music scene and

stumbled into JAL the band in 05.

I sort of went back and renewed my liking

for them today.

Shazi looks incredible now.

OMG, what a change.

But of course, no genre, can beat

my life, my escape, my 8 year old bond, rock.

Slipknot's Pshycosocial is good btw.

And yes, Dhool 08 is right in the thick of

action now.

Wild Card round is gonna be tough.

But personally, I don't care because

Aerocratz and Tridiac have already qualified.

2008-08-19T16:33:00.001+08:00

the best lyrics are the ones
that describe your emotions
in ways you always
wanted to say
but could never
find the words

- M.Shinoda

Btw, I've watched the

Aerocratz quarter finals

performance in Dhool08

10 times in half an hour.

Just too captivating.

2008-08-17T11:24:00.004+08:00

To whom it might concern.

Do you think that family or me

do not know anything?

Haven't you learnt anything?

Do have any sense in you left?

God has ways to show everything.

Correct your mistakes now

before anything tragic happens.

MAA '08 Fav. Int'l Artist of Asia - Linkin Park

2008-08-16T10:53:00.001+08:00

I'm not going to say I didn't expect it.
\m/ LP OWNS.

2008-08-12T17:03:00.001+08:00

ryden. perfect for each other.

some blogs are funny.

prelims are scary.

infatuation is hurting.

yes, that was a crap post.

2008-08-10T22:59:00.002+08:00

Today I was coming
from the back and
saw the uniform.
With high hopes,
I walked in front
and glanced behind.
It was just a malay bloke.
The adrenline
hormone stopped dead in the
bloodstream and went
straight to the liver
to get destroyed.

2008-08-06T19:09:00.001+08:00

And of course,
congratulations to
LP for winning
Favourite
International
Artist
In Asia
at the MTV Asia Awards 2008.
I'm lying when I say
I didn't expect it.

hmmm

2008-08-06T19:06:00.001+08:00

i just had to add this here.

seriously, read till the end.

How can you live without knowing these things?
1. Many years ago, in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...
Ladies Forbidden" ... and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language.
2. The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma
Flintstone.
3. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury.
4. Men can read smaller print better than women can; women can hear better.
5. Coca-Cola was originally green.
6. It is impossible to lick your elbow.
7. The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska
8. The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% ( now get this...)
The percentage of North America that is wilderness: 38%
9. The cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400
10. The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000
11. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.
12. The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910.
13. The youngest pope was 11 years old.
14. The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer.
15. The San Francisco Cable cars are the only mobile National Monuments.
16. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history:
Spades - King David
Hearts - Charlemagne
Clubs -Alexander, the Great
Diamonds - Julius Caesar
17. A cute mathematical trick: 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321
18. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the
person died in battle.
If the horse has one front leg in the air the person died as a result of wounds
received in battle.
If the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.
19. Only two people signed the Declaration of Independence on July 4th, John Hancock and
Charles Thomson. Most of the rest signed on August 2, but the last signature wasn't
added until 5 years later.
20. Half of all Americans live within 50 miles of what?
Their birthplace
21. Most boat owners name their boats. What is the most popular boat name requested?
Obsession
22. If you were to spell out numbers, how far would you have to go until you would find
the letter "A"?
One thousand
23. What do bulletproof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers, and laser printers all
have in common?
All invented by women.
24. What is the only food that doesn't spoil?
Honey
25. Which day are there more collect calls than any other day of the year?
Father's Day
26. In Shakespeare's time, mattresses were secured on bed frames by ropes. When you
pulled on the ropes the mattress tightened, making the bed firmer to sleep on. Hence
the phrase "goodnight, sleep tight."
27. It was the accepted practice in Babylon 4,000 years ago that for a month after the
wedding, the bride's father would supply his son-in-law with all the mead he could
drink. Mead is a honey beer and because their calendar was lunar based, this period
was called the honey month... which we know today as the honeymoon.
28. In English pubs, ale is ordered by pints and quarts... So in old England, when
customers got unruly, the bartender would yell at them "Mind your pints and quarts,
and settle down. It's where we get the phrase "mind your P's and Q's."
29. Many years ago in England, pub frequenters had a whistle baked into the rim, or
handle, of their ceramic cups. When they needed a refill, they used the whistle to
get some service. "Wet your whistle" is the phrase inspired by this practice.
30. At least 75% of people who read this will try to lick their elbow.

DID YOU?!

2008-07-24T19:48:00.002+08:00

Quote of the Day :

Sangee: "Did anyone bring pen or not?!"

Vaynii: "Everyone except you did."

Sangee: Hmph! I brought PEN-cake!!"

Sha: *laughing her ass off*

Yes, sangee was eating pancake in the middle of sch campus,

breaking the sch rules. and yes.....you probably

wont get the joke coz its one of those moments

where you need to be there.

2008-07-20T21:07:00.004+08:00

Her heart burns to ask.
To ask a single question.

Everything in sepia

she doesn't want to see so

Her lips seal shut with stiches.

But God sends light as usual

Close to her illusion she is pulled.

With barriers visible and invisible.

Through the glass she sees.

Unreachable, intangible reality.

A freakin tree in the ruku

position in prayer

and facing the kaabaa,

the direction all muslims face in prayer.

Gave me goosebumps man.

Allahu akbar.

2008-07-14T19:33:00.003+08:00

6 chapters of bio in one day.
Foo. *wipes sweat off forehead*
But I don't think the effort is
going to be reflected in the
marks because I think I still
screwed up the mock paper.
Lord, save me.
Quote(s) of the day:
Sindhu: "What is கருமம்?"
Sangee from the back:
"I know I know சருமம்
means the chandrika soap thing"
Sindhu: "ஐயோ கருமம்-la not
சருமம் . கருமோ!

and.........

Yours Truely : "Mrs. *****, what is the
differerence between
land plants and
animal plants?
Mrs. *****: What animal plants????
Yours Truely: Shit. Water plants......

my illusion is greatly missed.

2008-07-02T15:42:00.002+08:00

Fun Things to Do in an Elevator
1. Make race car noises when anyone gets on or off.
2. Blow your nose and offer to show
the contents of your kleenex to other passengers.
3. Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead
and muttering:"Shut up, dammit, all of you just shut UP!"
4. Whistle the first seven notes of "It's a Small World" incessantly.
5. Sell Girl Scout cookies.
6. On a long ride, sway side to side at
the natural frequency of the elevator.
7. Shave.
8. Crack open your briefcase or purse,
and while peering inside ask: "Got enough air in there?"
9. Offer name tags to everyone getting on the elevator.
Wearyours upside-down.
10. Stand silent and motionless in the corner,
facing the wall,without getting off.
11. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the
doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves.
12. Lean over to another passenger and whisper: "Noogie patrol coming!"
13. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake
and ask them to call you Admiral.
14. One word: Flatulence!
15. On the highest floor, hold the door open and demand that
it stay open until you hear the penny you dropped down the
shaft go "plink" at the bottom.
16. Do Tai Chi exercises.
17. Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then
announce: "I've got new socks on!"
18. When at least 8 people have boarded, moan from the back:
"Oh, not now, damn motion sickness!"
19. Give religious tracts to each passenger.
20. Meow occassionally.
21. Bet the other passengers you can fit a quarter in your nose.
22. Frown and mutter "gotta go, gotta go" then sigh and say "oops!"
23. Show other passengers a wound and ask if it looks infected.
24. Sing "Mary had a little lamb" while continually pushing buttons.
25. Holler "Chutes away!" whenever the elevator descends.
26. Walk on with a cooler that says "human head" on the side.
27. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce "You're one
of THEM!" and move to the far corner of the elevator.
28. Burp, and then say "mmmm...tasty!"
29. Leave a box between the doors.
30. Ask each passenger getting on if you can push the button for them.
31. Wear a puppet on your hand and talk to other passengers "through" it.
32. Start a sing-along.
33. When the elevator is silent, look around and ask "is that your beeper?"
34. Play the harmonica.
35. Shadow box.
36. Say "Ding!" at each floor.
37. Lean against the button panel.
38. Say "I wonder what all these do" and push the red buttons.
39. Listen to the elevator walls with a stethoscope.
40. Draw a little square on the floor with chalk
and announce to theother passengers that this is your "personal space."
41. Bring a chair along.
42. Take a bite of a sandwich and
ask another passenger: "Wanna seewha in muh mouf?"
43. Blow spit bubbles.44.
Pull your gum out of your mouth in long strings.
45. Announce in a demonic voice:
"I must find a more suitable host body."
46. Carry a blanket and clutch it protectively.
47. Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
48. Wear "X-Ray Specs" and leer suggestively at other passengers.
49. Stare at your thumb and say "I think it's getting larger."
50. Tell the stupid-fucking OJ knock, knock joke & laugh at it.
51. As you are walking out, push as many buttons as you can.

2008-06-29T00:33:00.002+08:00

மனதில் சிறுசிறு சிறுசிறு
மழை துளி விழுகிறதே
இருந்தும் சுட சுட சுட சுட
இதயத்தில் வேர்க்கிறதே

Pin-point.

2008-06-27T21:24:00.002+08:00

Congratulations boy.
Hold on now,
its going to be quite the ride.
Somethings are just not meant
to be, are they?

2008-06-24T19:51:00.002+08:00

Well, it's back to school

and it wasn't good because

the pressure came straight

right back on.

Orderly pandemonium

pretty soon is going to develop

to full time 100% chaos.

Saturdays and music

are only things that

is keeping the carefree Sha alive.

Right now,

I miss certain people

and times that I can

never get to experience again.

I really wish I could turn back time.

You know,

in points of your life,

you are really damn close to

a certain person and

then eventually it

just fades to a standstill but

that person still knows you exist.

I've gone through that phase

numerous times in my life and

it's not a very good feeling.

How I wish that I'm close

to all those people simultaneously.

Well, being

1/4-anti-social-and-3/4-shy

is definately not helping.

*scowls at the people who

just laughed at the "shy" part*

It's true ok!! :):)

You must seriously get to know me

before you discover that I'm not what

I seem to be....

The extremely strict senior,

The extremely religious madrasah kid,

The extremely quiet person in the corner of the room,

and etc etc etc.

Well.....

"Time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

It's so unreal" - Linkin Park.

2008-06-13T10:06:00.002+08:00

Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cares

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving?
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else
can come and save me
from myself
I can't be who you are

The lyrics touch the core of me.
That is one of the reasons why
I've been an LP fan for years and forever.

2008-06-05T18:22:00.002+08:00

An English professor asked his class to punctuate

the following sentence correctly:

"A woman without her man is nothing."

After the session, the professor collected

the answers.

All the males in the class wrote

"A woman, without her man, is nothing."

All the females in the class wrote

" A woman: without her, man is nothing."

All my girls out there, pop your collar.

2008-06-04T20:06:00.002+08:00

பொண்ணுகளை பொறக்க வச்சான்
பொன்னுகுள்ளே கருவை வச்சான்
கருவை வைச்சான் கற்பை வச்சான்
கற்புக்குள்ளே தீயை வச்சான்
தீயை வச்சு எரிய வச்சான்
மதுரை ஏறியது அனைகடா
.......
அர்ரர்ரா நாக்க முக்கா!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In case you are blind,
I love the song.

2008-06-03T22:28:00.003+08:00

There was so much of intensitiy in camp.

Intense irritation, intense tension,

instense panic, intense everything.

Segregations, visible and invisible

still are in place but nothing really can be done.

Trust lingers in the air but co-exists with

the same old doubt.

I don't know why people do this

but I suppose the root cause is me.

Anyway,

I feel as if I have achieved together with

the curry stains on my burka and

brooch attacked tudongs. :)

As I made my way back in 812,

a wave of nostalgia hit me

as the 3 days had just flown past.

No more meeting at 6 at Yishun Interchange.

No more adjusting my tudong a 100 times.

No more hectic sahan sappaadu.

At least for the next few months.

But I had the fortune to experience

the cresendo when we took

pictures on the last day, last minute.

before everyone had to rush back.

Obliged by some, I can't upload any

pictures on the internet (Don't ask).

So yeah, even if we pale in comparison to

the opposite gender, at least

we dress better and tried.

Adiyos!

Monday was not quite fulfilled without you. :)

2008-05-31T21:13:00.003+08:00

VJC ICS Nite, Navras 08 on Friday.

It was fun and entertaining.

Amudha blew me away.

I think Thiru and she were

the best female dancers.

Cedarian TL dancers mannnnnn!!!!!

Saw some unexpected people.

Got a sugar rush at some and

almost vomited blood at others.

The crowd needed some warming up and

only got bit appreciative towards the end.

Sindhu and me concluded we needed

just another 10 Cedarians there.

Today was the first day of the Girls' Camp.

Stressed, high, happy, relieved,

pissed off, tired and then, satisfied at the end.

Will upload pictures soon.

Suddenly everything froze and got brighter. God is great :):)

2008-05-30T01:06:00.002+08:00

Sha: "What's that sound?"

Irfana: "Oh..my washing machine la. Overload"

Sha: "Really? Then why never down-load?"

Irfana and Hamsath: O_o.... HAHAHAHAH!

Haiz...I meant why didn't she take out

some clothes to make

it not overload.

Then it came out like that.

This is the

result of working at the comp

for few hours straight.

But it was a good day.

I hereby, conclude that

whenever Irf, Hamsath and I

hang out, we go stark mad.

And some people pissed us off

but we are just tahaning it

for the sake of making our

camp a success.

Inshallah.

2008-05-28T15:46:00.002+08:00

I have no words to express my gratitude
for the amazing farewell. 20th May 2008.
Unforgettable. Thank you juniors, every single
one of you for your efforts. I'm deeply
touched. Remember your promises and you know
we love you too.